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Enjoy my song, Inside of Me, while reading the post.

Most people don’t want change.  They will bitch about their circumstances, but at the same time hold dearly to the status quo.  Why is that?

For one thing, change is hard.  There is a comfort in patterns, even if those patterns are not bringing us joy.  And the status quo is serving us in some way.  We resign ourselves to conditions or situations or ways of behaving in order to avoid something we consider far worse.  For example, staying in an abusive relationship is better than being alone.  Working in a job that gives us no joy is better than the anxiety of not knowing where the money will come from.  Being the emotional care taker for others is better than facing ourself and all our own feelings.

Some behaviors and patterns feel like home or like love according to our personal childhood experiences.  We may have been taught that love means behaving well or being there for the needs of others, putting aside our own needs in the process.  This is a hard role to give up.  Even when it clearly violates our self-respect.  Women especially have been taught that giving, giving, giving (over nurturing) is the way to receive love.  So they allow their personal boundaries to be crossed so much of the time to the point where they don’t even recognize it’s happening.

Meanwhile, they are repressing feelings of anger and resentment, because on the deeper level they know this is not love, and it certainly is not balanced.

Releasing Patterns

Now we are releasing patterns in a way never done before.  Through ascension.  We used to have to die and release our bodies and personalities in order to achieve that.  Now we are doing it in this lifetime in these bodies.  So if we are feeling indisposed physically, mentally and emotionally, and if our lives are turned upside down, we are right on track.  You see, because humans are so resistant to change, sometimes there has to be a disruption of the status quo.  We need to be knocked off our feet, at least initially.

But what happens in the process is we start to worry that something is wrong with us.  The only thing wrong is we are still clinging to those old patterns.  Change is intimidating.  It requires moving out of our comfort zones.  For example, sometimes it requires us to take actions that make us look selfish.

It often requires us to put our own needs in front of other people in our life.  Sometimes it requires us to be alone, to depend upon ourselves.  Yes, this ascension is extracting the old patterns right out of us, often in a painful way, because we do not like change so much, even though we asked for this change.

So much stuff is churned up, so much guilt, so much anger, so much sadness, and doubt.  Oh how we doubt.  What’s wrong with me?  What should I be doing?  Maybe my instincts are wrong and I should go back to the old ways.  I’m beginning to stand out too much from the crowd.  We also find ourselves saying, I seem to be happier in spite of my own chaos and the drama out there in the world.  I seem to like my own company better than most everyone else’s.  I don’t seem to enjoy care taking others any more.  In fact I am realizing that the care taking was the main connection I had with them and without it there is not much left to relate to with them.

And even with the inner voice that tells me I’m not worthy.  I am no longer giving that voice much attention.

We want change, and we are getting it.  Like never before.  We took on patterns on behalf of others, in order to transmute those patterns.  So they weren’t even ours.  Even so, we get stuck in them and they need to be extricated out of us. We are changing, we are beginning to respecting ourselves, and others reflect that back to us.  We notice we don’t attract so  many energy leaches anymore.  Which also means we can be a little bored without our old role to rely on, being there for others.  Because being there for ourselves can sometimes be lonely.  It means being with all our feelings.

It also means being there with our joy.  Seeing our magnificence.   Taking responsibility for our life and claiming our freedom.  Freedom from worry and fear, and from the opinions of others.  No, most people don’t want change.  They just want to bitch about their life.  But you, dear way shower, wanted change.  You asked for it a while ago.  You were the adventurous souls.  You came into this lifetime prepared, having worked on yourself over lifetimes, now ready to allow your christ seed to emerge.  No, you didn’t anticipate quite how much of a tsunami this thing called enlightenment would be, but nothing was going to stop you.

You wanted more than anything your enlightenment.


Anger and Ascension

Many on the forefront of ascension, and if you are reading this and are drawn to similar subject matter, you are on the forefront of the ascension movement….are experiencing anger and frustration, irritability and impatience.  With themselves and with others.  They could be feeling quite peaceful, and the sudden loud noise from a neighbor’s house or apartment will set them off.  They may feel intense anger and this upsets them.  After all, aren’t those who are awakening supposed to be loving toward others?  And here they are ready to chop their neighbor’s head off.

If you find yourself feeling angry, even enraged at things and people do not think there is something wrong with you or that you are not spiritual.  First, anger is one of those emotions that spiritual people like to hide under the rug!  And we all know what happens when we do that.  It’s like trying to keep the lid on a boiling pot of water.

There may be many different reasons for the anger or frustration, but bottom line is, if it is suppressed, it will find expression, often in not so nice ways.  Maybe illness, an accident, or even depression.  Sometimes the anger is generated from feelings of helplessness, like we have no control over circumstances.  Sometimes it is an indication that our boundaries have been crossed.  As lightworkers, we are notorious for allowing others to feed off of us, and to stay in situations or relationship way past their expiration date.  Often we hang onto them for fear that we will be all alone in the world.  Or we fear that we do not know who we are outside of the role of care taker to others.

Often the anger is old and is just coming up to be released.  It’s just old stuck energy.  Anger can also be used as a fuel to get us moving.  Out of the anger springs a new desire to have something better.  Maybe you want more financial independence, better health, more inner peace, more self-love.  Just as fuel launches a rocket into space, so your anger can launch your new desires.  Sometime in our future we may not need to create in this way, but for now we have this anger, which is simply one form of available energy, to work with.

So judging ourselves as wrong for feeling angry is unnecessary.

Another reason for the anger and frustration and intolerance is that we are advanced souls living on a Planet where duality is dominant.  At this stage of our awakening we have run out of patience for bullshit.  No sense mincing words here.  We simply can’t put up with compromising ourselves, in jobs or relationships that we can’t connect with.  We find ourselves able to connect with others on their level, since we have been where they are at.  But they can’t connect with us at our level.  So we find ourselves adjusting to relate to them, which can leave us tired and frustrated.  I’m not talking about the polite exchanges with others in passing at the grocery store or coffee shop, but those we find ourselves more involved with.  It’s why it is essential to create a sanctuary for ourselves, a place all our own, to rebalance regularly.

It’s intense out there, and being empaths, we are picking up on the prevailing energies of others, of what is going on in the world, and even the astral realms….all are being affected by the new energies.  We have been processing the heavy energies for others for eons, but in the new consciousness that is no longer a requirement.

Another reason for the anger and impatience is that we are bored.  We have pretty much ‘done it all.’  We are at the later stages of enlightenment while most others are at the very beginning stages.  We know there is more, that there is something beyond the world of duality, but we are still doubting.  It’s like having all your belongings all packed, you are so ready to move, but you don’t know where that is exactly.  You just know that you no longer feel like a good fit where you now reside.

So please do not judge the anger or the frustration.  See it as a sign that you are even closer to your freedom.  And use the anger as a fuel when that feels appropriate.  If you recognize the anger for what it truly is, you need not fear hurting anyone else or yourself.  As you give the emotions space to come and go, you will have no need to misdirect it toward others.

So, regardless of where the anger originates, we can use it as a fuel and we can also allow it to come and go, not holding onto it or claiming it as ours or as something to wrestle with. Find a voice for the feeling.    Our new body of consciousness is forming and is capable of keeping the emotional body free of stuck energies in the form of fear or anger or depression.  Our newly forming light body does not hold those emotions, so the new human has freed up their energies to manifest more easily their hearts desires.

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It’s Time To Be Kind To Your Mind

IMG_0386Enjoy my song, The Speed Of Love while reading the post.

It has become popular to put down the mind as that aspect of us that keeps getting us into trouble. And we’ve been led to believe we need to relinquish it totally in order to move into our divine nature.  But what has happened is we have asked our mind to create for us, to keep us safe from harm, to micro manage our lives for us, and it’s been on overload.  It really was not designed to understand us or our lives from the broader perspective.

Your mind, bless it, has been doing its best, but without its partners, your soul, your heart, your divine feminine, it really just ends up spinning its wheels.  And now, with the new energies present, it has the opportunity to relax and just do what it was created for:  to store and retrieve information, to operate things physical, and other types of analytical functions.  But not to make life decisions and to create for us.  Because if you ask the mind to do that, it will do its best to retrieve information from your past that lists all the reasons why you can’t do something.  It will enumerate all the things that can and will go wrong, and then try to protect you from that potential pain.  At that point it begins working with the wounded aspects, who have their own agenda, and then anxiety and worry are added to the mix.

Then the action is stepped up and you run on all cylinders trying to bring in more money or heal yourself, or run to doctors, or pull in another bad relationship, or run to one spiritual modality after another.  It’s exhausting!


So poor mind at this point is tired and confused.  But it senses there is a new kid in town.  The Divine Feminine.  She is here to bring balance to a very out of balance situation.  Her job is to take the burden off mind and allow it a much-needed rest.  She is here in a profound way, and she now guides us in our life in an easy and graceful way.  She works alongside the Divine Masculine to create a joyful life for us.  She teaches us to open our arms and let life love us.  She helps us to open up to our feelings.  She reminds us that passion for life is what creates for us.  And that we need to open up and receive, without compromise, without question, and without any price to pay.

The Divine Feminine is our intuition.  Our inner GPS system. It’s always running, but we need to pay attention to it.  Its navigation will come sometimes on the heels of frustration or anger, which may be alerting you that you are going in the wrong direction.  But the biggest signal that we are stuck in the mind is the amount of drama in our life, those emotional storms or relationship crises that never seem to be resolved.

So the mind is oriented to protect us from pain, not to provide us with true joy.  If we unload onto the mind our true hearts desires and expect them to be fulfilled we will be very disappointed.  But the good news is, the mind is now ready to work alongside our heart.  So honor your mind and release it from eons of duty.  It’s time to be kind to your mind.

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You And Your Body

Enjoy listening to my song, African Forest while reading the post.


One of the longest and most difficult relationships we have in this lifetime is the relationship with our body.

So many people painstakingly feed their body health foods, organic foods, an array of supplements, go to the gym.  They drag their bodies to doctor after doctor, taking medication after medication, getting surgery after surgery, in the hopes of feeling better and staving off death as long as possible.

People carefully dress their body up, put on perfume, get expensive hairstyles, manicures, pedicures, go on crazy diets, cleanses, some even get cosmetic surgery, in the hopes of looking good.

But how many people are really in love with their body?  Just as it is?  Not many, and that’s because we live in a world in which the body is seen as a separate ‘entity’ from ourselves. One which we must drag around with us ’till death do us part.’  As we go through life we begin to feel our body has a mind of its own and with each accident, illness and the aging process, we feel more and more betrayed by this body.  Add to that the images of the ‘perfect body’ being paraded in front of us consistently by mass consciousness.

But anyone drawn to this blog and other material like it are on the forefront of the ascension and are releasing mass consciousness.  They are becoming sovereign beings who set their own standards of beauty.  They are allowing in their light body at their own pace.  They are also beginning to understand that their body is part of their consciousness and needs to be honored as such.  Their body is a corporeal expression of spirit.  That its health and well-being are not so much dependent on the foods it ingests but it’s ‘partner’s’ state of consciousness.

Our body responds to our emotions and feelings.

To a large degree the body is working from old programming…some from this lifetime but most from ancestral DNA…and is working hard to catch up with our newly forming consciousness.  It truly has our best interest at heart.  But it can go only so fast.  It’s absolutely understandable that we lose patience with it along with this whole transformational process.  But it is important to keep the broader perspective relative to the body.  And to begin loving it just where it is at.  To see its beauty, and to feel its love for us.  Rather than treating it like a bad relationship or an overstayed visit from an unwanted relative.  Like it’s just an inconvenience.  It’s important to talk to your body, tell it your concerns, and your fears, and tell it you want to be there for it just as it’s there for you.

See its devotion to you.  See how in so many ways it truly does work amazingly well.  Even if it has one hundred things wrong, admire the things it can still do with grace and ease.  Be kinder to it.  Fall in love with the essence of it.  See how in so many ways it’s been a messenger for you, signaling you there is something off.

Treat your body like you would a lover or a dear friend, like someone you can’t wait to spend the day with.  Take it out for dinner, feed it yummy food, eat that pie and ice cream.  Let it over sleep.  Make joyous love to it!  Just as a child responds to unconditional love, and thrives knowing it is loved for itself and not for how it performs, so it is for our bodies.

And over time watch as that body of yours transforms in front of you.  Becoming more relaxed, and balanced.  It is now safe to be here, in these bodies.  There is no need to be out-of-body any more.  Or to take on the pain and suffering of our fellow-man.  Those days are long gone.  That’s so yesterday!  In fact it’s essential to our ascension to embrace and love our body. As long as we resist the love and blessings of our earthly form, we resist our transformation from human to divine human.


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