Many on the forefront of ascension, and if you are reading this and are drawn to similar subject matter, you are on the forefront of the ascension movement….are experiencing anger and frustration, irritability and impatience. With themselves and with others. They could be feeling quite peaceful, and the sudden loud noise from a neighbor’s house or apartment will set them off. They may feel intense anger and this upsets them. After all, aren’t those who are awakening supposed to be loving toward others? And here they are ready to chop their neighbor’s head off.
If you find yourself feeling angry, even enraged at things and people do not think there is something wrong with you or that you are not spiritual. First, anger is one of those emotions that spiritual people like to hide under the rug! And we all know what happens when we do that. It’s like trying to keep the lid on a boiling pot of water.
There may be many different reasons for the anger or frustration, but bottom line is, if it is suppressed, it will find expression, often in not so nice ways. Maybe illness, an accident, or even depression. Sometimes the anger is generated from feelings of helplessness, like we have no control over circumstances. Sometimes it is an indication that our boundaries have been crossed. As lightworkers, we are notorious for allowing others to feed off of us, and to stay in situations or relationship way past their expiration date. Often we hang onto them for fear that we will be all alone in the world. Or we fear that we do not know who we are outside of the role of care taker to others.
Often the anger is old and is just coming up to be released. It’s just old stuck energy. Anger can also be used as a fuel to get us moving. Out of the anger springs a new desire to have something better. Maybe you want more financial independence, better health, more inner peace, more self-love. Just as fuel launches a rocket into space, so your anger can launch your new desires. Sometime in our future we may not need to create in this way, but for now we have this anger, which is simply one form of available energy, to work with.
So judging ourselves as wrong for feeling angry is unnecessary.
Another reason for the anger and frustration and intolerance is that we are advanced souls living on a Planet where duality is dominant. At this stage of our awakening we have run out of patience for bullshit. No sense mincing words here. We simply can’t put up with compromising ourselves, in jobs or relationships that we can’t connect with. We find ourselves able to connect with others on their level, since we have been where they are at. But they can’t connect with us at our level. So we find ourselves adjusting to relate to them, which can leave us tired and frustrated. I’m not talking about the polite exchanges with others in passing at the grocery store or coffee shop, but those we find ourselves more involved with. It’s why it is essential to create a sanctuary for ourselves, a place all our own, to rebalance regularly.
It’s intense out there, and being empaths, we are picking up on the prevailing energies of others, of what is going on in the world, and even the astral realms….all are being affected by the new energies. We have been processing the heavy energies for others for eons, but in the new consciousness that is no longer a requirement.
Another reason for the anger and impatience is that we are bored. We have pretty much ‘done it all.’ We are at the later stages of enlightenment while most others are at the very beginning stages. We know there is more, that there is something beyond the world of duality, but we are still doubting. It’s like having all your belongings all packed, you are so ready to move, but you don’t know where that is exactly. You just know that you no longer feel like a good fit where you now reside.
So please do not judge the anger or the frustration. See it as a sign that you are even closer to your freedom. And use the anger as a fuel when that feels appropriate. If you recognize the anger for what it truly is, you need not fear hurting anyone else or yourself. As you give the emotions space to come and go, you will have no need to misdirect it toward others.
So, regardless of where the anger originates, we can use it as a fuel and we can also allow it to come and go, not holding onto it or claiming it as ours or as something to wrestle with. Find a voice for the feeling. Our new body of consciousness is forming and is capable of keeping the emotional body free of stuck energies in the form of fear or anger or depression. Our newly forming light body does not hold those emotions, so the new human has freed up their energies to manifest more easily their hearts desires.
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