Do you ever feel on top of the world, on top of your game…things are going swimmingly, you are pretty proud of yourself and your accomplishments? Then, like distant thunder, you sense the darkness rolling in and you come crashing down? What happened? Suddenly your confidence hits an all time low. What went wrong, you ask?
You’re just shape-shifting. Welcome to the New Age! You’re just going from the old, outer-directed world to the new, inner-directed world. You’ve been preparing yourself for this shift for years, maybe even lifetimes. You knew on a deeper level that this would be the lifetime when you stripped yourself of the false confidence you had. What’s false confidence? Feeling good about ourselves based on outer models of achievement: our appearance, how much money we have, what kind of car we drive, if we’ve published, have a husband or wife, a good job, many friends, etc.
But then who am I
Well, great, if I don’t have a sense of accomplishment or success in the material world then who am I? I mean, I’m a great mother, friend, employee, spouse, girlfriend. Don’t take that away from me! Ah, welcome to the New Age. This is what you’ve been working so hard for. Now you can finally r e l a x! You no longer have to prove worthiness by any of those artificial standards. You ARE worthy!!! Just by being here, you are worthy. Everything or anything else is just gravy!!!
Now, you just have to be yourself. Play, do what feels good. Do nothing. Do lots of stuff. It really doesn’t matter. There’s no divine plan anymore . Karma is gone. There’s nothing to prove. There’s nothing to accomplish, except whatever floats your boat. You’re the next generation of teachers and prophets. Teach by example. Live a life of peace, joy and fun. Doing what you love is the best thing you can give anyone else. Gives them permission to do the same.
You are reborn
You’re brand new, whether you’re 12 years old or 105. Sure there’s still issues and old patterns, which are being released. But for the most part you’re a totally new person. Try changing your name. You’re no longer your old beliefs or your childhood. Now you’re just catching up with yourself. So, if you feel great one moment, and pretty bad the next, it’s o.k. You’re just letting go of the old way of measuring yourself.
Letting go of the old ways isn’t easy, even if they are not working very well. The new age supports ease. I’ve noticed in my own life that things are coming much more easily now, which takes some getting used to. Because sometimes I expect things to be harder, like they used to be. I’ll think of something I want and it will happen pretty quickly….not huge manifestations, but smaller things. Watch for that because it will be happening more frequently. And as you get used to creating the smaller things, the bigger dreams are next.
So, watch your life as you transform yourself from the inside out. You will have the wonderful material things you desire, and they will come much more easily now, but they are not the main event anymore…it’s the inner sense of peace and fun. Enjoy my song, ‘You Are A Miracle.’