Change is good. We all thrive when we make changes, because they get energies moving. There’s nothing worse than feeling stuck in life. Often in the old energy we would make drastic changes from a place of crisis, and that was appropriate. In our ascension process many of us lost things in our life; money, health, people…we needed to let things go to find ourselves. Now in the new energy many of us aren’t feeling especially inspired to make drastic changes and maybe we feel stuck as a consequence. We may still see others around us making such changes and we may be concerned that we aren’t ‘moving.’
Don’t make the mistake of comparing physical changes (relocating, starting a business, getting married for example) with inner changes. Because this process of enlightenment involves tremendous change. It may not appear to be so on the outside so much (yet), maybe to you or to others in your life. (In terms of more financial security, better health, etc.) So you begin to question it. All the old values and beliefs come up: “You’re not doing enough. You’re fooling yourself. What do you have to show for all you’ve gone through emotionally and mentally?”
Maybe, we think, we aren’t taking enough action.
We know better now. We know that just changing on the outside has a temporary effect at best. We know that if the actions are taken from a place of fear or lack, and do not feel good to our inner being, then they are not going to bring us more joy in the long run. We also know that there is always a void after things leave our life. There is that period of time in which we are letting go and rebalancing ourselves. It won’t last forever! We also know that we need to feel good right now, right where we stand. To shift our awareness to our sense of well being, no matter what’s going on around us. Not to wait for someone or something to come and do it for us. We have the ability, the tools to do that.
We know that we are teachers of the new consciousness, and we are ready now, and that teaching comes in many forms, from teaching a real class to doing whatever brings us true joy! Even if that for now is just doing NOTHING!
A while ago I began to develop tremendous physical fatigue, which I eventually recognized as part of my ascension process. No, I can’t give a specific analysis of where the fatigue was coming from, there are many theories ranging from the earth’s magnetosphere to the body’s resistance to the process of ascension to the body going from carbon base to crystalline base to clearing and cleansing on the deepest of levels to prepare us for our infusion of spirit.
These could all be true, but one thing I do know is that the fatigue was a gift from me to me. It allowed me to SLOW DOWN and to allow this process of ascension to continue with less distraction from the outside. Because I knew myself too well. I know I would be running around trying to help others in my life, doing all sorts of stuff that had little to do with who I really am. I would even be trying to keep up with all the details of my life, which is fine, but they can also be a distraction at times.
I knew that if I had all the energy and just wanted to ‘be, not ‘do’ so much, I would feel guilty. Last night I started worrying about my place getting dusty and dirty and needing to clean up, but I just didn’t feel like it, very uninspired. There was a conflict between my mind and my true self. This morning I woke up with lower back pain. Soooo…guess I won’t be doing any housework, at least not today!
So the body has its own wisdom. What’s happening is that there are tremendous changes going on in us, so don’t buy into the belief that if nothing seems to be ‘happening’ in your life then you’re stuck. You are moving at the pace appropriate for you, so that you don’t burn all your circuits out.
Manifesting in the new energy is easier, but we need to stop pushing, and learn to allow and receive. And when action is required, it will always be inspired.