You have been creating many wonderful things in your life, things you probably take for granted. So you don’t give them too much thought or concern. But the bigger dreams, the things or situations that seem more out of reach, you think about more, worry about more and are probably a subject of some frustration.
When we want something that feels out of our reach, there’s usually fears. We are afraid we don’t deserve it, we didn’t ‘earn’ it, we’re not worthy of it, it’s not practical, what if we get it then lose it? What if having it makes us stand out too much from the crowd? How will having it change our life? Will we have to make sacrifices to keep it? Maybe our higher self doesn’t want us to have it, and a myriad of other reasons.
It’s no wonder we keep so many wonderful things at a distance from ourselves. It’s just too painful to even think about them. But, the dreams don’t just go away, I have discovered. They lay there, just under the surface, building energy, because it’s all about energy. Resistance builds around the dreams. And that resistance is wanting to express somehow. It often expresses itself in a bodily imbalance: Fatigue, illness, or worse.
When we are resisting our desires and dreams. It clogs us up energetically. There are so many fears surrounding our desires. What most people do is shove the dream away, and just live with the resistance. It’s why there are so many heart attacks and heart issues. There’s conflicting emotions. I’m discovering that when I desire something, and on a heart level it feels right, (and I am referring to something just for myself, not involving any other person) and when there are fears around that desire, it’s an opportunity to move through those fears. In fact, that’s what’s happening to so many of us right now that are going through the awakening process.
We are facing fears and old patterns in order to clear them. The trick is to not over analyze them, going back in time to find out where it came from. It’s more a process of feeling the fear, without judgement. Walking through it with our soul self, that part of us that has gleaned the wisdom from the experience that created the fear in the first place. Because it has, and it knows that we are worthy of anything we desire.
The fear may have originated in childhood, maybe from an encounter or someone passing on their limiting beliefs to us. The event may have been traumatic, or it may have been a series of influences that became a pattern in us, a deeply embedded one. But it doesn’t matter, because it’s just a role we played in order to learn. It was just an experience. So in order to release it, it’s necessary to feel the feelings, and to bring in the understanding from our soul self. In this way we neutralize the fears and clear them from our DNA.
Then we can more easily create our heart’s desires. Interestingly, it’s not that hard to create. There’s an abundance of energy just waiting for us to use for that very purpose. It’s just sitting there waiting for us to activate it. The difficult part is our belief that it IS difficult. That there has to be some kind of struggle involved. But when we have the courage to face the feelings that come up around our desires, without blame or judgement, feel them with the help of our higher self, then they can be neutralized or put another way, alchemized. Then the process of creating become one of joy. Allowing the good stuff to roll. Because each time we do this, we release more resistance and the process gets easier. And, actually, it’s not so much the end result, but it’s the joy of the journey. It’s purifying our DNA and our cells and our emotions so that we can embody our spirit.