Everybody’s got one – a story, that is. What’s yours? Is it a story of barely enough? Always sick? Too much drama? Never enough time, money, health, Love? You want change desperately, but when your life begins to change, you desperately cling to your story.
Maybe you want a better life, but you don’t feel you have earned it yet. That’s quite a story. So you allow just so much good stuff in, and then you stop it. And then when the stuff you want isn’t coming you blame it on your inability to create. But you ARE creating. You are creating a life in which you don’t get what you want because you think you haven’t earned it yet.
We want change. But we want to hang onto our stories…they keep us warm at night. Maybe we want to be the embodied masters in this lifetime, but we think we haven’t earned that yet. We haven’t become holy enough, perfect enough, humble enough. We are afraid to let go of the old identity, even if the identity was painful. It’s who we are. Who will we be if we relinquish the old story? Will we become so full of self-love that we become arrogant? Who will we lose from our life? Dare we own our true creator abilities?
The good news is we are remembering who we are. We have access to the abilities of the avatar. But we still see ourselves as the puny little human too much of the time. The silly human who doesn’t know what they are doing, so we wait and see, we wait to create because we aren’t ready yet. When will we be ready? What will it take to feel our god-selves? How many times can we tell ourselves to be patient?
We can continue feeding ourselves the little feel good catch phrases and not take full responsibility for our enlightenment…or we can choose to create what we desire using the amazing and free energies available to us right now.
As was once eloquently said, “Seize the day!” Take a chance. Allow the bountiful energies available to serve you. Don’t hold back! If it doesn’t work out exactly the way you wanted or expected, don’t sweat it. It’s not like you get only one shot at it. Stay open. Don’t get overly defined about what you want, but stay with the feeling, the essence of what you want. Don’t over think it, but don’t bury your dreams either. Let them out to air. Breath yourself into them.
We are comfortable with our stories until we begin awakening. Then they begin to feel like a heavy wet blanket upon us. They become more and more uncomfortable, yet we are fearful of relinquishing them. What if our life changes so much that we can’t handle it? what if we don’t recognize ourselves anymore? Yes, there will be fear. But no great change can come without it.
If you are reading this, you are releasing your stories, at least the ones that are not working for you anymore. They are coming up to be transformed. Dare to cast off the big, heavy wet blanket and walk into your dreams!