As we undergo this incredible, never done before transformation…from carbon to crystalline, from human to divine human, we are slowly saying goodbye to the judge. The inner one. the one that determines whether we are good or bad. If we did it right or wrong, whatever it happens to be in the moment. Maybe it was eating cake instead of brussle sprouts. Maybe it was being angry instead of loving. Maybe it was just a feeling of judgement we picked up from someone else in the room and internalized it as our own.
We judge ourselves for our actions, our thoughts and feelings so much of the time that our body suffers and our ascension process slows down. We judge our ‘worthiness’ all the time. And as we judge ourselves, so we judge others. That’s not to say we shouldn’t have preferences. We need to be selective and discerning as to what we want to participate in. Some things feel good and some things feel bad. Some food taste great, some not so good. We may enjoy wearing cotton instead of polyester. Personal preferences are what make us individuals. But we will be releasing the judge that tells us we are good or bad, worthy or unworthy, because of our individual tastes and decisions and actions and feelings.
We even judge ourselves for judging ourselves. We tell ourselves we ‘should’ be beyond that already. Yikes!
If you can imagine that judge as a tiny, funny looking character on your left shoulder, maybe he’s about 4 or 5 inches in height, looks kind of like the Keebler Elf…a cartoon-ish character…and in a squeakey little voice he’s saying things like: “You don’t know what you’re talking about!” or “You shouldn’t have gossiped about your friend.” or “You should have turned left not right…” and you look at him, and you just want to laugh because he’s so tiny and comical, you can’t really take him seriously.
The Keebler Elf Judge is leaving your consciousness but meanwhile, just be aware that he may be more present than ever because he isn’t sure if he can leave. Because there’s an aspect of you that feels a little lost without him in your life. How will you determine your worth without someone or something that is better or worse than you? But that’s not you, just an aspect that has been present, trying to control your life. But as you give control over more and more to your higher self, you will find that you are not allowing the judge to mess up your joy. You will not let that little guy interfere with your good feelings so much any more.
The judge was just part of the game of duality, and he’s losing his grip. And you will find that as he does, you will be experiencing quite a different reality. You will not care so much what he or anyone else in your life thinks about you. And, the interesting thing is, because you are not judging yourself so much you aren’t judging others so much either, and they will feel that. They will not be so inclined to attack you because you are not ‘attacking’ them.
In my own life I am learning to embrace my emotions, all of them, the anger, the sadness, the frustration, the joy. I am understanding that anger is a motivator at times. It gets me unstuck. I use it as a fuel to move some stuck energies. To me it feels a step up from depression. And as I allow it some breathing room, it transforms into lighter feelings. But I notice that when I judge the anger as bad, it keeps it around much longer. It doesn’t allow it to come and go.
Remind yourself that you are already an ascended being. You are already light, and multi dimensional in nature. you as such a being of light came here, and took on a human form to experience what that was like. You are now remembering who you really are and allowing that essence to come into your physical body. And, brave as you were, you allowed yourself to take on all the ‘human’ issues including judgement.
So, that little elf on your shoulder also wants to be relieved of duty. You can send him off any time that you remember he is there. And you can trust that you will be just fine without him.