Dear friends, how do you feel about being here? For myself, there are times when I want to bail. When my body is aching, when I feel exhausted, when I feel like I’ve gotten myself too deep into a situation I’m not enjoying. Who wants to be here in a broken down body? When their bank account is close to ‘zero’? What’s the point?
And then there are the days when all is going well, but there’s boredom. Where’s the passion?
Sometimes we on the ascension path are just not crazy about being in these bodies on the planet anymore. We didn’t bargain for all the physical and emotional ‘restructuring.’ involved in Ascension. It’s all just too much or not enough! What happens when we feel this way is we inadvertently redirect our resources to a different mailing address. What we want and need can’t be delivered here at home because our consciousness is somewhere else. Not in our bodies.
Recently, I witnessed a friend of mine (98-year-old) dying. For him it was a gradual process. He wasn’t really enjoying being here so much anymore. He lost his wife a decade ago, lived alone, did not have any hobbies and his family was quite a distance away. His body began to deteriorate: he couldn’t walk well, until he became confined to bed. He stopped eating much, and eventually his body shut down altogether.
Another friend, Grace, is 102 years old. She drives, goes to the theatre, lives alone, has friends, walks on the beach every day for one mile. She loves her life. She likes to say, health is the most important thing. But I believe she is healthy because she loves life. She participates in life. She is in perfect health and never took a medication in her life. They call her ‘Amazing Grace.’
Being empaths, lightworkers, ascendees in this lifetime, we took on a lot. One of which is our past memories of being persecuted for our beliefs. So is it any wonder we want to leave these bodies? As we ascend, we remember our true homes and tend to want to go off into other dimensions. We are learning now how to stay in our bodies while dimension hopping. Because if we leave our bodies and are not ‘home’ here, the universal energies will not know where to deliver our ‘stuff’.
It is challenging because we often feel like our work here is done, and aren’t as easily connecting to our passion for life here. In the past we could create drama and crisis to motivate us. But that’s not an option in the New Energy. As empaths we are ultra-sensitive to the harsh earthly environment. Another reason to want to ‘leave.’
We sometimes wait for the ‘lightning bolt’ to hit us with passion, but that’s not really the way spirit does it. It’s a quieter voice. We may think it’s not there. But it is.
We are the ground crew for the ascension. W are here to bring in New Energy and ground our light. In the old energy the process of dying was in place so that we wouldn’t get lost in these bodies and these personalities for infinity. But now we have the opportunity to move from one lifetime to the next while remaining in these bodies. Our bodies are still running on old programming. It’s why it seems things are getting worse instead of better. Our bodies need time to catch up with our expanding consciousness. Our light body is coming online with our physical bodies. But just as with any ‘move’, there will be initial chaos and discomfort, and a period of assimilation to the new environment.
Have you ever lived in a house while it was being remodeled? It always seemed like something was not complete. Everything was in disarray. You may have been looking forward to the new place but meanwhile you were inconvenienced greatly. And then you worried if it would be to your liking when it was done. It seemed to go on forever!
So things may feel like they are getting worse, but you are just preparing your house (your body) for spirit to live in. Your body is becoming your new home, your new address, for spirit. Meanwhile those around you may not understand what you are going through, especially in a world that is still asleep to their own body of consciousness.
But they will sense that, even though you are going through a chaotic process, you seem to have a sense of balance. Of inner peace. They wonder how you can display such peace when you are going through health, financial, and relationship issues. They still believe that joy comes only after you have all the things outside in place.
They are face-to-face with an ascending master, who is learning to find joy in the face of chaos. Something that money or position can’t buy; something coveted by many and attained by very few. We are understanding also that we deserve the best in life here. We are physically focused and need to be comfortable, and experience everything our heart desires. And we are creating that, but we need to remind ourselves that the ‘renovations’ are in progress.