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Is The Ascension Real? (Why We Doubt)


When we spend too much time (and that can be from ten minutes to a whole day) with others in the asleep world, we can begin to doubt our process.  Is it  real?  Are we just deluding ourselves?  After all. The majority of the people on the planet aren’t questioning their reality.

They have their noses to the grindstone.  They are doing the best they can to get through the day.  To put food on the table, to get a little sex, watch the football game, get a little more ahead if they are lucky.  They aren’t even considering taking their noses off the grindstone lest someone else swoop in and take away what they worked so hard for.  And, if they keep working hard, maybe they can get ten or fifteen years of relaxation and fun in before they croak.

When you are in doubt whether the ascension is real, whether a new way of being is real, just remember, not too long ago the consensus was that the world was flat.  Those who believed otherwise were in the minority.  They were not given credibility.  We as lightworkers came here knowing that this is a revolutionary time to be alive.  That we would be bringing in concepts unheard of by mankind.  We knew it was not going to be an ordinary lifetime. We knew it was going to be challenging to the core. Change always is.  But the changes are from the inside out. That is where true change begins.  And because most people can’t see the changes on the outside (yet) they assume nothing is happening.

We sometimes doubt because we are used to being in a mental, ‘practical’ world where physical evidence is supreme proof of something’s ‘validity’.

While everyone on Earth is being affected by the increase in light quotient infiltrating the Planet, most are not consciously aware of the Ascension and light body process.   They are not interested right now. And that is fine. Even for ourselves, to have it ‘happen’ all at once, the total integration of ourselves, would blow our circuits out. Our bodies couldn’t handle that much ‘voltage’ all at once.   The body is still working on old programming. The light body process is jut that, a process.  Being unsure of our core truth is often the mind’s way of protecting us.  The mind uses the past to evaluate the safety of a thought or action.  Experiences from our past as lightworkers can keep us stuck in our ‘safety zone.’

We sometimes doubt because we were persecuted for our beliefs in the past, so we may feel ‘safer’ fitting in with the ‘norm,’ or with the majority rule.

Consciousness wants to expand. It is ever-expanding. If you are seeing those around you going through their challenges, whether it is illnesses, financial issues, relationship issues, just know that it is their consciousness wanting to know itself. They are going through their process at their own pace. Maybe they will awaken to their true self this lifetime, or maybe not. It doesn’t matter. On a soul level you chose this lifetime to be the lifetime of your personal Awakening. No one or nothing is going to stop that. You gave permission. You simply cannot go back to sleep.

There seems to be so many questions unanswered in this process. Is it real? How much longer? How will it happen? What will it look like? Part of the process is trust, that it all works out. The how and when, that’s a tough one to answer since so few humans have gone through this.  We are the ones.  We are ascending differently than the Ascended Masters of the past.  We are required to use the new energies and we decided to remain here to enjoy life as an Ascended Master.   Most of the Masters of the past left soon after their ascension. The energies here were just too dense. They didn’t really need to learn to work with these energies.

We sometimes doubt because we are the first to go through this New Ascension Process.


The New Ascension

We can call this the New Ascension, never done before. We are not necessarily going to leave this planet right away after our enlightenment. We are learning to use cosmic and crystalline energies, not just the earth energies (the slower ones) that we are used to using. There is a difference. So, we can call this the New Ascension –  never done before.   If you are looking around you, at your day-to-day world and wondering, is my enlightenment real or is that out there real?.  Well the fact that you are even questioning it is a good sign.  It means you are far enough along in this process to allow yourself doubts, while knowing that you can’t exist in that world anymore.

Remember, also that you are empathic. So, you will be feeling the prevailing energies and beliefs of others, their doubts and their fears, and at this stage you know enough not to take them on as your own. If you do, it is ok. It is a process. You’re learning to distinguish the difference by how it makes you feel. Your true self feels confident, loving, compassionate, and joyful. If those feelings are not joyful to you, if they do not make your heart sing, then let them go. Feel them, but do not process them. You are feeling into the broken hearts of so many at this time. What they are not owning, you are tempted to take for them. You’ve done that for so long. It will take practice to release that.

We sometimes doubt because we are empathic.

The nature of a New Consciousness pioneer is someone who forges a trail for others to follow. To take on the attributes of an ‘ordinary’ human and to transcend them.

Author: soulsoothinsounds

Our lives are like great paintings or great pieces of music. If we focus on all the technical 'imperfections' we will miss the true beauty of the work. We won't see, or rather, FEEL the essence and spirit of the masterpiece. I no longer identify myself as a writer, artist, or musician. Rather I express my divinity, and my humanity through the media of art, music and writing. I began this blog because I wanted to give voice to my experiences and insights, and I wrote for myself primarily. Eight years later, I am still writing for myself, and I am discovering that my experiences are not personal but universal - galactic even. And now I am more sure than ever that I am a new consciousness teacher, as each of you are. The way we teach is by going through the very human experiences, and as we ascend and shed our old selves, with love, and as we embody spirit in this lifetime, which we are all doing, we become the standards for others of the new divine human.

9 thoughts on “Is The Ascension Real? (Why We Doubt)

  1. Thank you . . . yet again. : ) I do question. I do doubt, but this becomes less and less obtrusive by the month. The voltage is rough and I know I can’t go back to “sleep”.

    The insomnia and anxiety can be tough, but when I remind myself of the fact that I have suffered from this my entire life anyway, this seems to ease the next go round a bit. So, I guess one can handle a little bit more. But, boy oh boy. I was just hoping that this part of it would subside by now.

    I cannot question the experiences, gifts (this ones hard for me though. I must admit??) and the shear magic and wonderment of this whole, especially, last couple years. Wow!

    Thank you again.

    • You’re welcome, Pocahontas, and it’s good to hear your doubt is lessening. Moving through these challenges helps pave the way for others to do the same. So thank you brave soul!!

      • I do have a couple questions. Also, I hope you do not find this offensive. It is a conflict of mine and I’m trying to understand. First of all, “gifts”? Or shall I say, spiritual gifts. Why are they considered gifts if they are innate abilities that all humans have and/or should have? Our birthright? Why do we graduate? This does insinuate a test and a test that we signed up for? This insinuates that we have earned something? If one descends to assist humanity, why the tests and graduation? Again, I hope this doesn’t offend you. : )

  2. These are valid questions. yes, I agree that we all have innate abilities, and “gifts” is another way of expressing those, but why not find another word? Maybe one that better describes these? We are used to the expression, “Life is a gift” but again, maybe we are ready to find a new way to describe our expression here in the physical.

    In actuality, just by being here we are worthy of anything our heart desires. There is no test we need to pass. I believe we did take on life as a school of ‘lessons’ but I don’t believe our spirit intended for us to ‘earn’ anything. I believe it was a human notion that we needed lessons. And that was appropriate, but now we are awakening to the realization that ‘lessons are over.’ We have had many experiences, in this and other lifetimes, that our soul and human self created to learn from, but not necessarily to judge ourselves for.

    I used the idea of graduation to help understand that we are done with school. We no longer need to create lessons for ourselves. And, I agree with you, we don’t need to go through tests or lessons, but many of us did put ourselves through that, and it’s o.k. to honor ourselves for that too, to honor the process we went through. I believe we put ourselves through so many experiences in this lifetime to develop compassion but along the way many of us got lost in the ‘system’ we were wanting to assist.

    But I agree, we do not need any tests or lessons. Thanks for your interesting questions. Maria

  3. thank you it has been rough and very lonesome at times
    breaking and cutting loved ones out who do not understand
    and tapping the universal heart of us as humans out
    it’s quite reassuring to hear these words
    I just googled inner mother and re-parenting
    a very good blog indeed
    thanks a bunch 🙂

    • I am so pleased that you found this blog and that you resonate with it’s energies….no accident there:) We are so fortunate to have each other to energetically hold hands with on this amazing and often daunting journey!

      Love and blessings

  4. Dang this is tough because i feel like I’m half way ascended and halfway wanting to keep my regular human self. Human vs ascended master…. i live with desires coupled with love and compassion. Tug of war.

    • It is tough being in that middle land. We are still trying to adjust to our freedom, which can create some ‘chaos’ but we know we can’t go back to the way things were. And what I am coming to understand is that embodying our soul-self is a win-win situation. We get to experience that unconditional love from our spirit, that part of us that’s already ascended, and we also get to have a fulfilling physical experience here in these bodies.

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