When we spend too much time (and that can be from ten minutes to a whole day) with others in the asleep world, we can begin to doubt our process. Is it real? Are we just deluding ourselves? After all. The majority of the people on the planet aren’t questioning their reality.
They have their noses to the grindstone. They are doing the best they can to get through the day. To put food on the table, to get a little sex, watch the football game, get a little more ahead if they are lucky. They aren’t even considering taking their noses off the grindstone lest someone else swoop in and take away what they worked so hard for. And, if they keep working hard, maybe they can get ten or fifteen years of relaxation and fun in before they croak.
When you are in doubt whether the ascension is real, whether a new way of being is real, just remember, not too long ago the consensus was that the world was flat. Those who believed otherwise were in the minority. They were not given credibility. We as lightworkers came here knowing that this is a revolutionary time to be alive. That we would be bringing in concepts unheard of by mankind. We knew it was not going to be an ordinary lifetime. We knew it was going to be challenging to the core. Change always is. But the changes are from the inside out. That is where true change begins. And because most people can’t see the changes on the outside (yet) they assume nothing is happening.
We sometimes doubt because we are used to being in a mental, ‘practical’ world where physical evidence is supreme proof of something’s ‘validity’.
While everyone on Earth is being affected by the increase in light quotient infiltrating the Planet, most are not consciously aware of the Ascension and light body process. They are not interested right now. And that is fine. Even for ourselves, to have it ‘happen’ all at once, the total integration of ourselves, would blow our circuits out. Our bodies couldn’t handle that much ‘voltage’ all at once. The body is still working on old programming. The light body process is jut that, a process. Being unsure of our core truth is often the mind’s way of protecting us. The mind uses the past to evaluate the safety of a thought or action. Experiences from our past as lightworkers can keep us stuck in our ‘safety zone.’
We sometimes doubt because we were persecuted for our beliefs in the past, so we may feel ‘safer’ fitting in with the ‘norm,’ or with the majority rule.
Consciousness wants to expand. It is ever-expanding. If you are seeing those around you going through their challenges, whether it is illnesses, financial issues, relationship issues, just know that it is their consciousness wanting to know itself. They are going through their process at their own pace. Maybe they will awaken to their true self this lifetime, or maybe not. It doesn’t matter. On a soul level you chose this lifetime to be the lifetime of your personal Awakening. No one or nothing is going to stop that. You gave permission. You simply cannot go back to sleep.
There seems to be so many questions unanswered in this process. Is it real? How much longer? How will it happen? What will it look like? Part of the process is trust, that it all works out. The how and when, that’s a tough one to answer since so few humans have gone through this. We are the ones. We are ascending differently than the Ascended Masters of the past. We are required to use the new energies and we decided to remain here to enjoy life as an Ascended Master. Most of the Masters of the past left soon after their ascension. The energies here were just too dense. They didn’t really need to learn to work with these energies.
We sometimes doubt because we are the first to go through this New Ascension Process.
The New Ascension
We can call this the New Ascension, never done before. We are not necessarily going to leave this planet right away after our enlightenment. We are learning to use cosmic and crystalline energies, not just the earth energies (the slower ones) that we are used to using. There is a difference. So, we can call this the New Ascension – never done before. If you are looking around you, at your day-to-day world and wondering, is my enlightenment real or is that out there real?. Well the fact that you are even questioning it is a good sign. It means you are far enough along in this process to allow yourself doubts, while knowing that you can’t exist in that world anymore.
Remember, also that you are empathic. So, you will be feeling the prevailing energies and beliefs of others, their doubts and their fears, and at this stage you know enough not to take them on as your own. If you do, it is ok. It is a process. You’re learning to distinguish the difference by how it makes you feel. Your true self feels confident, loving, compassionate, and joyful. If those feelings are not joyful to you, if they do not make your heart sing, then let them go. Feel them, but do not process them. You are feeling into the broken hearts of so many at this time. What they are not owning, you are tempted to take for them. You’ve done that for so long. It will take practice to release that.
We sometimes doubt because we are empathic.
The nature of a New Consciousness pioneer is someone who forges a trail for others to follow. To take on the attributes of an ‘ordinary’ human and to transcend them.