Recently, a situation came up in my life that demanded all my attention. It also frightened me to my core. I had never in my life experienced such fear, dread, and anxiety. In spite of everything I have learned, and everything I teach, my mind wanted to figure it out. I began running around, trying to resolve it. Nothing seemed to work. I had moments of feeling that it would be O.K., but more moments of feeling that it was hopeless.
I reached out for some assistance, and I discovered that I needed to transmute some old stuck energies, most of which are from my family DNA, and some from mass consciousness, and a little from my own personality responding to things. I knew that in order for me to step into the next level, I needed to go deeper into myself and into self-love. Put simply, I was desperate to feel the love from my soul. And in order to do that, I needed to honor myself and to be courageous enough to feel vulnerable.
At this point there is really nothing to be done from my mind, and it is to only trust the presence of my soul to transmute the stuck energies. Which it is more than capable of doing. And as I begin to do this, I feel a profound shift within myself.
WE ARE HERE TO TRUST OUR SOUL
If you are resonating with the information in this blog and other materials like it, you are on the leading edge of ascension. And as a leading edge pioneer, you may be exploring some new territory. This could come up as a physical or an emotional or mental challenge. So, if you are experiencing fears and anxieties, whether in response to a physical problem, an emotional or mental one, or any other area of your life, and if you feel you are being backed into a corner, with nowhere to go, …that is an opportunity to trust in the loving nature of your soul. You are asked to now begin to allow your soul into your life, and to allow that soul to manage those conditions for you. Because your soul is more than capable of rebalancing your body, mind and emotions. That takes a trust you are not used to. How can you trust something that you are not even sure exists? You are told this soul loves you unconditionally. You ask, does that mean it loves all the parts of me that I find unlovable? Absolutely. It’s hard to believe, considering the closest to unconditional love you have ever felt was probably from a pet.
You may find yourself in a situation in which no matter what you try, the problem continues. That is a cue for you to relinquish control. Just make that choice, and your soul hears that as a signal that you are ready to love yourself enough to allow your most important relationship into your life. Not just as a concept, but for real.
In this process, you may feel like nothing is happening, but it is. You are allowing yourself all the feelings: fear, anxiety, sadness, hopelessness, whatever comes up. The difference is you can choose to not buy into those feelings. Our minds have been very well-trained to think the worst. You can’t stop the mind chatter, but you can relegate it to the back seat more of the time, with practice. Even after you begin to open up to your soul being the driver in your life, things may seem to go downhill for a while, even creating drama. That’s O.K. There has been a momentum going on, and it needs time to slow down and reverse direction.
Your human self, your personality self is still here, but it’s taking a back seat more and more. It’s not really being annihilated. But it’s not running the show. And that’s a good thing. After all, how has that been working for you? Probable not so good.
THE BOTTOM LINE
If you are going through a particularly difficult challenge, just know that it is a beautiful opportunity to love yourself. To accept yourself just as you are. It’s an opportunity to move some stuck energies. And it’s an opportunity to allow your soul self closer. It is not a time to be hard on yourself. But it is a time to surrender, or rather, to allow your soul to do its job. To create for you what your human self is not able to do alone. Whether it’s health, or financial abundance, or more joy…all of which you are worthy and deserving of.
It’s an opportunity to allow yourself to feel the love from your soul that does not have any agenda. A love you are certainly not used to. A love that feels so overwhelming when you allow it in. And when you practice letting it in…and that means just relaxing and not trying…you begin to feel how awesome you are. It will come in fragments at first, but soon it will become a bigger part of your day to day life.
Meanwhile know that all is well.
Enjoy my song, Live Your LIfe, from my album, Soulful Sounds