Enjoy my song, “Waiting For You” while reading the post. The music can help you to heal and balance your energies.
There is a lot of talk and conjecture about our soul self and its relationship to our human self. That it is separate from us. Somehow not quite able to connect with us completely. We have kept her at arms length. The human condition has kept us deeply entrenched in struggle, in drama and in forgetfulness. We had our hands full with trying to make it through the day, much less trying to establish a relationship with our soul!
In fact at one point we thought that struggle and overcoming problems were part of the way to connect to our soul.
But now as we who are in the later stages of the ascension process begin to feel our soul more, we realize that our soul wants nothing to do with struggle, with depriving ourselves, with drama. We wonder where our soul is when we need her, when we can’t figure out how to solve seemingly insurmountable problems. We have been asking and asking, even begging for help. And when it doesn’t seem to come we blame ourselves for not being good creators. We were not yet ready to stop pushing against our issues. To relinquish our mind’s control to our soul.
But we are getting glimpses of the love waiting for us. And that love does not require any compromise or sacrifice. It’s delicious! We are getting that asking for help from a place of desperation doesn’t work. In fact it pushes our good away.
While our soul loves us, she will not interfere with our choices. If we choose struggle, she will back away. Is that love, we ask? We are used to thinking of love as rescuing someone when they are drowning. Of carrying the burdens of our fellow man.
But our soul, or spirit, is all about joy and ease, and is already whole and complete. She is in love with us, regardless of how we feel or what we have done. She is right there, within us at all times, but we don’t always have access to her because of our preconceived notions. One of which is we, the human self must take control and figure things out. Our soul will honor that choice.
But on the other hand there are areas of our experience where we have trusted our more expansive self to do the heavy lifting. All we need to do is look at what is working well in our lives. Those things that flow that we take for granted. In those areas we are co creating with our soul.
Now, as we release on deeper and deeper levels those patterns that no longer serve us, we are making it easier for our soul to come in and co create with us. We are honoring all of our feelings, our fears, our sadness, and as we release them more and more it creates an opening for our soul to be in our everyday life. When we make choices that honor our joy, it becomes easier to access our soul.
It’s a process of releasing resistance. Of being more accepting of what is, and allowing of joy. No pushing, or trying, or begging. Just more relaxing and breathing.
Our human experience has been more about stressing, trying, micro managing and resisting. So it’s understandable that we get frustrated when we see little or no results.
But there has never been a better time to allow the new energies on the planet and our soul to create for us. Being the pioneers, those of us on the forefront, it does require some hit and miss, some adjusting, and it can be extremely frustrating to the point of wanting to throw in the towel, and take the next bus out of here! But there are those of us who hung in there. Who were courageous, or, call it crazy! But we are here and we want to experience life as an awakened human.
Your soul is lovingly waiting for you.