I’ve always considered myself a cutting edge artist and musician and my work pushes boundaries and some people are uncomfortable with that. For the most part I have come to terms with that. But when it comes to playing it safe I tend to still do that to a degree in my every day life.
I still default to my mind and its wanting to be in charge of things. You know, those pesky things like paying bills and making dinner and trying to get an order for a new appliance right, navigating the highways and shopping, and trying to get my environment just right, etc.
And that goes for health issues. And sometimes financial issues.
And all too often, out of that sheer exhaustion, I stop, and take a deep breath and say, o.k. I give up! I can’t do this anymore. This is insanity! This is not any FUN! If this doesn’t change and soon I’m outta here!!!
I told you what I want, spirit, and how I want to feel and it’s just not working! Its total B.S!!! This is f*****g impossible!
Then I may or may not have a good cry.
Then I feel better. But I’m even tired of having to put myself through all that drama to get there. Now I find it interesting that it is possible to get to that place of feeling at peace, of just letting things be what they are, and of feeling spirit in my body, and allowing spirit to do the hard work for me.
It’s interesting that I thought I had to go through the very human efforting, trying, struggling and micromanaging first, in order to get to the same place I could get to without all that emotion and commotion. All that pain and struggling. All the Hawaii 5-0 swooping in to fix, rescue and entertain with endless shoot-outs and car chases!
It’s almost like without all the time and effort first, it won’t happen.
That’s o.k. it’s changing. Especially as I am allowing my soul to be more and more present in my body for longer and longer periods of time. In spite of the physical challenges I may be experiencing. And when I do it feels so amazing and my mind now has registered that it is possible and it is more trusting that there is another more expansive part of me that does exist and is wanting to be in my body with me here. And now I no longer use the conditions or symptoms, physical or emotional or even environmental as a gauge for how much light I hold within me. In fact I see that the more I open up to these crystalline energies the more they trigger those things in me that need to transmute in order for the light body and my soul and divinity to integrate with my own body.
So, nothing to fix, nothing to heal. Just allowing this awesome presence into by body and my life. So then why is it still hard to feel spirit more often? Because we’ve been conditioned not to.
This small but aware group that I’m speaking to knows this. Like everyone else, they feel the frustrations, the delays, the discomforts. They too are at their wit’s end at times, wondering how much more. Sometimes wondering if they somehow got genetically screwed and will never get to butterfly stage. Especially relative to their physical body. And that really pisses them off.
Because they know deep inside that they were born to be an ascended master and to enjoy spirit in their body in THIS lifetime, and that they are equipped to pull this off.
And they are. They most certainly are.
They don’t really need to though. They wanted to experience their enlightenment in physical form first. But If they get to a point where they say, I’ve done everything I can as the human as far as allowing, but this body is just too slow in getting on board, they can leave this earthly environment knowing they ARE enlightened. And they will take that wisdom with them. And then if they decide to come back again they do not need to go through the old type of birthing process, and they will just want to have fun here. Even if their stay is for shorter periods of time.
They know they are some of the first wavers. They are not particularly looking for someone or something to fix or heal them. They are no longer trying to fix or heal anyone else, not any other human or group or even mass consciousness. The are past flowery, airy fairy words or concepts, not buying into crystals or rituals or portals or alien theories, or any other spiritual distractions. They are pretty nitty-gritty, pretty independent of all that, not that it didnt have its place in the earlier stages of their awakening.
And because they are pretty focused on wanting more than anything this connection to their joy, which is what embodied enlightenment is all about, they will not settle for anything less. Even if it means giving up the middle man. Their story, their mind’s insistence that it be in charge. And they are recognizing that yes, it’s ok to be where they are at, to accept their humanness. To honor it. It is what it is.
And they are also recognizing there is another part of them who is now integrating with that very human part. Who wants more than anything to just be with them. Just love them. To take care of all their concerns in a highly refined and highly synchronistic way. And if you ever doubt your divine self’s ability to create for you, go outside at night and look at the stars. Look at the beauty of nature on this planet.
Your divinity is well equipped to create anything.
But this vanguard group of awakening humans I am addressing is not going to just take my word or anyone else’s for this truth. They are going to experience it first-hand. Because that’s the only way it works anyway.
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