Ascension: Feeling Lonely or Just Detached?

Photo by Maria Chambers

 Today at the café I was sitting with a couple of people who I see there pretty regularly. I would consider these people pretty entrenched in 3-D reality.  At first I was much more resistant to sitting with them, finding the company of others difficult, especially as I move more and more into my sovereignty.

 But as time went on I found that I was more OK with being with them from time to time for a little while. I don’t stop to ask why I was not attracting the company of others who were more in line with where I am at.  There are not very many in my community that I can sit across from with a cup of coffee.

The woman I was sitting with today talked about going to the mall and hanging out with a small group of people, but afterwards she would always feel depressed.  They spent too much time criticizing everyone.  She went on to say that she no longer associates with that group, but she did it because she would get lonely.

And at that moment I realized that the loneliness is something we had in common.   I realized that on a human level it can be very lonely when we are not feeling connected to our own soul. And even as I move into my mastery more and more, and as I feel more connected with my soul, I feel profoundly the chasm between me and the rest of humanity.

 The loneliness I do feel from time to time is not charged with the same heaviness as in the past. So maybe a better word would be alone.   Detached. And I would say it’s a healthy detachment. It’s a healthy detachment from the old-energy world.  It’s not layered with sadness or even anger.

The reality is that I can no longer relate to the consciousness of that world outside my door. So where does that leave me?

Well thankfully, I am creating, along with others, a new reality in which I can reside.  It’s a reality in which my eternal self is involved. It is a reality in which my soul lives.  And within this newly forming reality, I have access to the physical world and all the objects within it. All its natural beauty is still there.  And I can interact with that world in a way that I never was able to before. Through my soul’s presence.

All of my physical and multi-dimensional senses are awakened in this new reality.  So I can enjoy the moments in my day on a real sensual level.   One way to describe it is, it’s one thing for an artist to create a sculpture or a series of sculptures and paintings, and it’s entirely another for that artist to dive into those creations and experience them from within them, on such an intimate level.

And that is what is happening now in our embodied enlightenment.

Our soul is diving into its own creations.   And not just the physical biology that it is immersed within. It also encompasses the physical environment in which it finds itself.

Artwork by Maria Chambers

 LIFE FEELS NEW

If you look around you will notice that most people are not really in their bodies. They’re not really appreciating their bodies, enjoying their bodies and generally not aware of, on a sensual, visceral level, their surroundings.  But this is to be expected,  especially if they are not connected to their own God-Selves, but instead reside to one degree or another in their minds.

 And in terms of detaching in a healthy way, our mind remains that final frontier.

 Just as we are detaching from the world outside our door, so we are doing the same with the emotions generated from our mind. From the worries, doubts and concerns of our human personality.   This is an essential step in our embodied enlightenment. It doesn’t mean that those emotions are not present, although their presence does diminish over time.   But we begin to identify more and more with our true self, and as that happens, our feelings are much more in line with that self.

We begin to feel more relaxed, more carefree.  A new passion emerges for simply enjoying life.  We find ourselves living more in the moment, doing things that give us a feeling of joy, even if they don’t fit into the expectations of what we were taught was important.  To our mind it may not seem productive, yet this is the way of the new energy.

Gradually the boredom and the sense of being alone disappear and life has a renewed quality to it.

As long as we are in human form we will have the mind to contend with, but its influence will become less and less of a distraction. We are moving into a profound place in which we are an integrated being.  it doesn’t mean we lose our humanness.  We do not annihilate our ego, or obliterate our personality.  It all becomes a much more balanced and harmonious energy.  Our masculine and feminine, our human and divine.

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