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Why Are You Still Here?

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Why are you still here?  Why do you choose to remain here on Planet Earth, even those of you who have gone through your awakening, and are now in your last phases of your ascension.  Those who are well past the processing and are rounding the corner of embodying spirit.

Sure there’s always more to integrate, but you know who I am speaking to.    You know if you are one who has gone through the dark night of the soul.  You have left behind many family members, friends, jobs, groups.  You have experienced the highs and lows of this process.

So to those I ask the question.  Why are you still here?

I will share why I am still here, by first explaining what I am NOT here for:  I am not here to save the Planet.  The Planet is doing just fine.  It’s going through its own ascension.  I am not here to pray for world peace.  Many are not interested or ready for peace.

I am not here to make others more comfortable with my presence.   To hold or download their energies so they don’t have to feel their own.  I am not here for my family, or my friends,  what few are left.  I am not here to prove anything to anyone.

I am not here to make anyone feel more loved.  I am not here as a woman, to stimulate anyone’s sexual desires. Or to be a sexual gateway.  I’m not here as a gender to be the scapegoat for male anger.

I am not here to be all understanding, or to love everyone and everything unconditionally.  Or to be the voice of wisdom and spirituality.

Art by Maria Chambers

WHY AM I STILL HERE?

I am still here because I love that first sip of dark roast in the morning.  I’m here because there’s nothing like biting into a fresh, well made meatball and spaghetti or ziti dinner….with grated cheese on top….or a seafood medley over angel hair pasta….with no guilt or worry.  Same for any number of rich, gooey deserts.  Maybe a good cheesecake with cherries on top, or French vanilla ice cream over a warm brownie.

To sip a quality dry, red wine.  If I smoked, I’d be puffing on a really good cigar.

I’m here to lay in bed and listen to the early morning, pre-dawn birds singing joyfully.  To walk at night to the background symphony of my frog and cricket friends.

I am here to write…I love writing in my journal…even just the feeling of the fiber-tipped pen on the smooth, lined paper.  To create Images with my iPad that have never been created before.  To listen to smooth jazz and the Gypsy Kings and dance to electro swing.

Well, maybe just watch others dancing to it, because I don’t have the patience to learn the moves.  But I do my best.

And there’s some other things, but they all have to do with enjoying the crap out of this time space reality, of feeling  the sensual nature of my environment and my body, without guilt, and without shame.

I am here because I want to feel more of the hum of my soul in my body, that indescribable feeling.

And, as long as I am able to, that’s what I will do.  If my body becomes a burden to the degree that I can no longer experience the fullness of who I am, I’m out of here.  Because I am here to experience joy, not endless pain.

And, a by-product of that joy is I am a living, breathing standard for others who also want to feel the sensuality of themselves and their I AM.

Enjoy Night Bird.  I recorded a lone bird’s song and added my own background music.  Enjoy.

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Author: soulsoothinsounds

Our lives are like great paintings or great pieces of music. If we focus on all the technical 'imperfections' we will miss the true beauty of the work. We won't see, or rather, FEEL the essence and spirit of the masterpiece. I no longer identify myself as a writer, artist, or musician. Rather I express my divinity, and my humanity through the media of art, music and writing. I began this blog because I wanted to give voice to my experiences and insights, and I wrote for myself primarily. Eight years later, I am still writing for myself, and I am discovering that my experiences are not personal but universal - galactic even. And now I am more sure than ever that I am a new consciousness teacher, as each of you are. The way we teach is by going through the very human experiences, and as we ascend and shed our old selves, with love, and as we embody spirit in this lifetime, which we are all doing, we become the standards for others of the new divine human.

72 thoughts on “Why Are You Still Here?

  1. And that’s more or less why Source has sent to the Earth that particle of Him/Herself called “Maria”… 🙂

    2018-03-22 19:17 GMT+01:00 Soulsoothinsounds’s Blog :

    > soulsoothinsounds posted: ” Why are you still here? Why do you choose to > remain here on Planet Earth, even those of you who have gone through your > awakening, and are now in your last phases of your ascension. Those who > are well past the processing and are rounding the corner o” >

  2. exactly my sentiments. I’m here to enjoy the sensual pleasures. I’m here because I want to express my soul through my writing and film making I’m here because I want to love and make love. I’m here for lust ( doubt there’s sex on the other side lol), I’m here to enjoy nature and be in awe of its beauty. I’m here to experience pure joy in my physical form.
    love you Maria

  3. I’m here because I love a good mystery and I’m still curious as to how this one plays out. Not particularly gifted in any way, except for a sense of humor that keeps me light enough to laugh. Enjoyed your “Night Bird” music, thank you, Maria. First time I really… I mean really listened to birds singing, I cried. That was a mystery… still is… B.

    • “because I love a good mystery and I’m still curious as to how this one plays out.”

      Oh good one Barbara. Definitely me, too. I love a good mystery and love getting to the bottom of things. it’s exciting and magical.

  4. Beautiful! Thank for for still being here. I am grateful that you are still here because I am still here, and one of the reasons I am still here is because I appreciate the beauty of the written word and how it gently transmits subtle nuances of the soul.

  5. Reblogged this on Blue Dragon Journal.

  6. Yes, YES, YESSSSSSSSS!!!!! This is so perfect. I’ve had a huge smile reading the whole thing and the comments. I had my answer at the title–i am here to EXPERIENCE my heaven on earth. I am here to laugh loud and hard, I am here to frolic on the beach in the warm sunshine, i am here to show what happiness looks like and to experience joy and profound peace. I am here for mangoes right off the tree. I am here for my perfect lattes. I am here for the pasta! And I am here for YOU, Maria, and all my beloveds here — I’m not sure I even WOULD still be here if it weren’t for each of you.💕💙💕
    Oh and me too Barbara and kat–i want to see how this plays out!

  7. Fabulous enlightened insights. Right on! Thank you.

  8. “I am not here to save the Planet.”
    “I am here to experience joy, not endless pain.”

    As if to say that “saving” the planet and experiencing joy are mutually exclusive. The “either / or” program. Duality.

    I DID HELP “save” Gaia. Then I was kinda forced (yep, Mini Me really didn’t have much say in it other than to keep from slitting my wrists) to energetically (intensely so) help the collective while lightworkers took their sweet time getting up to speed so they could relieve us of light-holding duties. And yes, that IS necessary and yes, that’s how planetary and collective ascensions on very dark worlds is done. Did you all think all this was happening as if by magic?

    The torture I went through during my Energetic Service Work is not what I’d describe as Joy, but the resultant service to my fellow being, allowing them to have time (and some older lightworkers taking TOO MUCH time for that) to knock out their process so they can save themselves is ABSOLUTELY Joyous… and bought you all time to sip your coffee. You’re welcome. Oh no, don’t mention it. lol Drink up! On me!

    And shining my light to my fellow human is VERY Joyous. I can’t wait to get ascended so I can turn right back around and help out my fellow humans… but with a new body, so I can actually get out there and interact with the very people I’ve already helped so much… and yet I’ve been so spent from doing so that I haven’t been able to interact with people much during the ascension-hell years.

    SERVING may be challenging at times, but it is NOT a drag… unless you make it so… just like anything else.

    Two step process that I saw someone essentially titled a blog post with – “Deal with your own sh*t, then serve.” You’ll do both. In both cases, it’s much easier if you don’t resist, but I’ll just bet you can do even better than merely not resisting.

    • Thank you for your service, truly. Sounds like it’s time for you to relax, enjoy and relish, Gaia Ascension Forerunner.

      • You’re quite welcome sailingbailando… and THANK YOU for being with it enough to thank me. No really. Not many are or have… yet. I’ve often joked that lightworkers can’t “see” use real forerunners… until lately… just a little. We might just be appearing on the horizon of their current paradigm.

        I’ve had plenty a joyous moment even though my 3D carbon-based body is spent. And aren’t we here to demonstrate how we ARE Joy, regardless of outer circumstances?!

        But Heavens yes, I’m ready to enjoy not only Life After Ascension, in all it’s multi-D splendor, but also I’ll enjoy this 3D world… while I’m in 5D garb… complete with mucho superpowers! Yep, I’ll be doing more than just sipping coffee. And will THOROUGHLY enjoy SERVING (including serving coffee, lol). And I always have loved interacting with Joe Average “out there”. Fun stuff that. I’ll be happy to get back to it after my sub-lifetime of TOO MUCH energetic service work.

        God told me through Tarot that there has been an imbalance in my life between the physical and the spiritual. Bet you can’t guess in which direction? … and through no fault or direct choice of my own. Nope, I’d have never chosen all that for myself. Not healthy. But the Original ~145,000’s service has been danged “healthy” for the human collective and this ascension project.

        Yes, I’m ready to get that balance back. Sad, that I’ll have to ascend to be more physical. Ha! Although 5D is physical, so I’ll get it for eons.

        • Service is much appreciated, and to read this article and listen to the birds, a joy many night not have the pleasure of if not for the forerunners. As I was reading this article, I imagined what a life like this was like….to be engulfed in the sensory things in 3d..and there is always duality, when one over polarizes into one, the other comes and smacks you in the face. Unless you are a hermit, it’s inevitable that this sensory blissful existence of joy ebbs and flows and the world bombards it..thanks duality. NOT… 😉
          Thanks to the forerunners, these lightworkers or even the ones ‘sitting it out’ can enjoy ‘the little things’ and it’s important to do so. As GAF knows all too well, that on the backs of a few is the reason we are all here and anyone can even enjoy a blissful uneventfull life of sensory tactile oblivion….is that the only reason you came here? Oh, I think not, I do think we come here with grandiose plans of doing so much more, but end up pretending that it is none of our business if others suffer, because I got my coffee here, ummmmm, that sure is some good coffee there. I am thinking that after a while, an eternity of bliss would get so boring. Solitude and sunsets and and and….the many joys of the 5 senses material 3d world, was not built for that. Duality is a mofo, and I don’t care how much you can sit in your little blissful world, enjoying your senses, there is no way you can avoid the offer of growth and to engage is the REAL reason we came here. It is not to say that our only purpose is to help others but to help ourselves first, and then help others, but as the forefuners helped Gaia and this in turn giving all more time to get it….it can be frustrating to watch how unaware the ‘so called’ aware really are of the service of the forerunners.
          Yep….enjoy that, thank the forerunners.

          • To thankyourmuse….Initially I was not even going to approve this comment because it’s becoming frustrating to me to hear others trying to insinuate to me and those here in this community that we didn’t do the heavy lifting to get to where we are now.

            The only reason I’m able to say what I said in this post, the ability to begin to enjoy spirit in the way I never was able to before, is because of the hell and heavy lifting that I and others have gone through. The energy holding, the energy moving, taking on mass consciousness, downloading the pain and suffering of those around me and still trying to live a semi-normal life.
            And I am not implying that the energy holders are not needed, because they are, but those who have moved into their awakening are not obliged or even able to do that anymore. We understand there are many lightworkers who will take over that role.

            If you bothered to read the posts here, you would understand that. But it feels like you and others are enjoying playing a game of disparaging others who you feel are just riding on the coattails of the ones who are really doing the hard work.

            It feels a little bit like when our parents or grandparents would tell us we didn’t appreciate them and all the hard work they did and everything they sacrificed for us, their offspring.

            A little guilt wielding. And it’s a sense of superiority.

            Or, is it resentment because you yourself haven’t reached the point that many of us already have? You have not yet tasted having spirit so intimately enter your body and your mind and your life?

            If you really get it, which I don’t believe you do, you would understand that it’s not about enjoying life as a 3D human, but as the totality of who you are.

            Do you think that someone else’s hard work gave us the ability to do that? If you believe that is so then you totally misunderstand this whole process of awakening, and embodied enlightenment. You can’t get to the stage of feeling the sensuality of your soul unless you have gone through every single stage of this process. You have to have seen the underbelly of the Ascension process. You have to have felt that you lost everything that was near and dear to you.

            You have to have let go of holding energies and let go of taking on the pain and suffering of humanity. Your freedom, my friend, does not lie in pain and suffering. You will come to discover that truth.

            So I don’t know what you’re trying to prove here, what your end game is, Other than trying to steal energies. Mine is just one of millions of websites. I’m sure you can find one or two or more that appreciate you and everything you’ve done.

            Although, you might ask yourself, why you need to be appreciated? Perhaps you’re not appreciating yourself.

            And one last thing.

            While I welcome diverse opinions and perspectives, I will not tolerate rudeness and disrespect, or passive aggressive statements toward others in this community. Please use care in how you address those here who are sharing this energetic space. If you can’t get your point across without being confrontational or rude, please refrain from commenting. Henceforth if I deem a comment disrespectful to anyone, I will delete it. Or, not approve it in the first place. Thank you

          • Well said Maria…but WHOA Nelly, and with that I say that I didn’t say anything confrontational or attacking anyone here. I was sharing my experiences of this duality and enjoyed reading your article. I put on my big girl pants a long time ago. If you felt my comments and or my sharing was attacking, then by all means delete it or let it stay in your community for others to share and understand. It’s your world, it’s my world.

            I like how you judged me, how you ‘think’ I am not very evolved as you or have not been thru hell like you and how I must not come here and attack you or anyone else…and I ask, how did I attack you or anyone here? Since you don’t know, I can tell you I have been to hell and back, I have had the bliss, the silence of the mind, the miraculous enlightenment you claim to have but after reading your judgement of me and your defensiveness of my comments, I know you have some more work to do my dear. No judgement, just observation.

            I love humanity and every spark of the divine in it. I hope you will re-read what I said without ego or without taking it personally. Time for EGO2.0 and balance. This is not a game and I don’t play. I just opened the door for those who wish to see what is next. You keep on keeping on and I will keep the light on. Nice sippin’ coffee with you and thanks for the ride. 😉

          • I’m actually sure that you don’t have a clue what the ascension process actually is let alone have you experienced it, because nothing you’ve written describes it in any way. and you don’t seem to understand what the rest here went through. But I won’t answer to you anymore (you = GAF). your energy is just too negative. bye and all the best for you.

    • “and bought you all time to sip your coffee. You’re welcome. Oh no, don’t mention it. lol Drink up! On me!”

      I’ve been doing excruciating energy transmuting work since 2002. I started when I was 21 and like you say my little self had no say in it. This still goes on but it’s not hell anymore like it used to be because I transmuted a good deal. As far as I remember Maria has been on a similar path for a similar amount of time. but now that the pain subsided we concentrate on joy to bring more joy in. I’ve spent a lot of time and energy on helping to raise the vibrations on this planet and for a long long time I could hardly feel any joy. it’s different now hence why every little enjoyment like a good cup of coffee is celebrated to the fullest. And it is damn well deserved.

      • Hallelujah Kat. I am in no way saying to focus on “pain”. lol

        I’m just saying… maybe quit knocking “service”. Let’s see, maybe quit associating service WITH pain. No service does not = pain.

        Service is ultimately what we’re all here for. This is not just about one’s own individuated ascension, but yeah Serving Self IS (or ought to be / could stand to be) one’s TOP priority for sure. That’s the proper order… then serve.

        If the Original ~145,000 would not have served to the capacity that we have, there’s a good chance none of us would still be here alive.

        And many have resisted their own process and made it worse on themselves and hence think they’ve done more than they actually have. They essentially made their own process more difficult than it needed be… and postponed their ABILITY to truly serve… and it literally put this whole project at risk.

        I’ll repeat my first line – As if helping the planet and collective (serving) were mutually exclusive to experiencing Joy.

        Why even think of Joy as an EX-perience. It’s not about outward things, it’s about WHO WE ARE! Joy is not something to seek “out there”, it’s who we naturally are.

        If ya don’t mind if I ask, when did you complete?

        • “Hallelujah Kat. I am in no way saying to focus on “pain”. lol”

          That’s not what I said, I was just explaining the joy of joyous moments and why we value them so much lol.

          “Service is ultimately what we’re all here for. This is not just about one’s own individuated ascension, but yeah Serving Self IS (or ought to be / could stand to be) one’s TOP priority for sure. That’s the proper order… then serve.”

          I absolutely agree. And Maria was not saying anything else. I reckon that all people who follow this blog know that the ascension process was done for the collective, that it was done to help raise the vibrations on this planet.

          “And many have resisted their own process and made it worse on themselves and hence think they’ve done more than they actually have. They essentially made their own process more difficult than it needed be… and postponed their ABILITY to truly serve… and it literally put this whole project at risk.”

          I can’t say anything about that, because I don’t know what others experience. I’m not in their shoes. I can only speak for myself and I know for sure that there was no way at all for me to even try resisting this process. It felt inevitable from the start.

          “I’ll repeat my first line – As if helping the planet and collective (serving) were mutually exclusive to experiencing Joy.”

          I don’t think anyone said that it was mutually exclusive though? What I was saying is that in the beginning when I started this, the energies were much denser and the work was much much harder than it is now, so joy couldn’t be felt that often. And yes, inner joy. Joy is always within and independent from outer circumstances. But sensual things like good food can bring joy, too. Or call it pleasure if you will. Maria asked why we are still here and not on the other side and good food (and other sensual pleasures) is one of the reasons. 🙂 Of course they are numerous other reasons.

          “If ya don’t mind if I ask, when did you complete?”

          Complete the ascension process? I can’t answer this question to be honest, because I don’t know the answer.

          • Ok…

            I’ll just leave this comment section with this: many lightworkers who just recently completed their ascension process, in the last year, are in deep denial about what is coming next for them. I’m serving them here by giving them an honest heads up about what lies ahead for them.

            Good news – No, you won’t experience what the 1st wave did.

            Bad news – No, ya all won’t be whisked away on some Eventful magic rescue carpet ride. No, you won’t be separated off from “3Ders”. They are you Soul Mission.

            And you can think you don’t even want to serve but then the harsh reality of a declining 3D Earth ecosystem and the equally harsh reality of the fact that unless you do actually take yourself out by suicide, you are not going anywhere, away from Earth, away from 3Ders until they are looked out for. Perhaps it will be a case of “making your own replacements”, if you will. But hey, you might as well do something towards moving this COLLECTIVE ascension project along… since you’re kinda stuck here anyway, ya know, give ya something to do, something to beat down the boredom.

            And 2nd wavers (completed in last year) are / will not be as depleted as the 1st wavers since all the 2nd wavers have done at this point is their own ascension process… not also assisted the planet and then held the 3D destructive forces at bay for years… and there’s MANY more of the 2nd wavers to do whatever needs to be done. I wish I had the physical-level energy that the 2nd wavers have. I know I’d do more with it than they have thus far.

            And Kat, you can know whatever you choose to know. Would there be some reason you would not choose to know these things you say you don’t know? Rhetorical question… for you to answer for yourself.

  9. Oooww yeahh!💜😉👌😘

  10. Thank you Maria. And as always, same here. However…
    However…
    However…
    No. It doesn’t do the cut anymore.
    I’m not rejoicing anymore in the next coffee, finding a rare acoustic version of ‘Making Plans for Nigel’ or seeing a beautiful woman stroke her hair while talking on the phone and smiling.

    As I wrote on several blogs and youtube yesterday: I’m here for one more thing. The Event.
    The Apocalypse (Greek word for Revelation).
    The wave of energy that has been announced and that will change everything here.
    Out with the Trumps, sport stars, car tuning fanatics and country music line dancers. They are off to another Planet where they can have fun by themselves, Planet Horror.

    Every Lightworker, Warrior, Pioneer, Master,… I know is tired, bored and ready to go.
    We’re basically done here.
    The only thing that’s left for us to experience is: New Earth.
    This is not something that will happen to us but by us. We will call it forth, summon it.
    Our souls desire it and our allies in outer space will understand this signal from our souls. A true S.O.S., Save Our Souls, not out of lack but from a place of power. An mighty powerful SOS that says: we are so fucking done here, bring on Nova Era.

    It’s all I’ve been doing for the last two days, summoning this wave.
    Out with the Old, In with the New.
    And on this New Earth one of the first things I will do is I manifest a blueberry cheesecake for you Maria.
    Let it be.
    Amen.
    🌈🙏🏻🦄😘⚡️✨👁
    PS: more on ‘The Event’ can be found on youtube via Allison Coe.

  11. Wow…lots of potent comments on this post….so rather than responding to each one individually, I will just say that first, I have been in this process consciously for thirty years. I have had to face my deepest, darkest fears and have been brought to my knees many times, physically and emotionally.

    Besides the typical ascension symptoms, I have had to deal with some diseases that I never imagined I would have to experience. But then again, I did incarnate into an ancestry with some conflicting energies.

    I have been processing for humanity for a long time. As a lightworker, and as a woman. (I’m approaching 68 years old soon) Sure, there is a sense of joy in that service. But there comes a point in this process where you feel the heavy lifting is behind you, and you begin to feel the joy of the soul, of its presence in your body and it’s indescribable.

    I am beginning to feel that joy, and without it, I would not want to be here because I agree, it feels like in a way we are done here. And in a way our work is done for those of us in the later stages of this process. Now it’s to reap the rewards and feel the sensual joys of being in the physical.

    But now with the intimate presence of our soul.

    At this point it’s about relaxing and allowing. Allowing the embodiment of spirit. There is still pain and discomfort, and sensitivities but there’s nothing to really do as the human other than to allow, and accept ourselves as we are.

    There’s a point where you feel so complete that you really don’t care if no one else gets it because you know they will in their own time. And it’s not an ego trip because at this point the ego is much more in balance

    You’re not trying to prove anything.
    .
    Many of us are far enough along in our ascension, enlightenment process where we feel we have done what we came here to do, and we did a spectacular job, and the planet is the better for it. And now we want to experience, before we leave, some tangible sensual joys that can’t be experienced in the non physical realms.

    And, especially as a woman, allowing the sensual expression and expressing that along with the Christ Consciousness has not been done before. Women have been condemned for expressing spirit so sensually. That is big. It isn’t just about sipping coffee, and we know that.

    It’s about loving ourselves so sincerely and unashamedly. It’s about surrender and being vulnerable. It’s the Divine feminine energies melding with the divine masculine.

    I can’t honestly say if I will complete the process of embodying spirit, but As long as I am here I intend to make the most of this physical experience. And I know that will be serving ALL THAT IS.

    Thank you all for being here and sharing your energies.

    • Maria, you said it perfectly and I agree with every single word! Absolutely spot on.
      Thank you and I love you

      Kat

      • And thank you, Kat. Your comments at this post are spot on. I have always admired your wisdom, courage and humor, and I have learned a lot from you over the years.

        And, I think most of us here know the difference between provoking thought and conversation, sharing different perspectives, and dropping anger turds and trying to steal energies.

        Sometimes people come in and troll for energies. It could be someone in our life, or a commenter, or even some old sabotaging thoughts from the mind that are lurking around.

        They are pretty easy to spot. You know by how it makes you feel. If if feels uplifting then it’s a balanced energy, because we are in a balanced energy within ourselves, despite our personal challenges.

        Anyway, love to all here. You are all fucking awesome!

        • spot on again. Especially this :

          “Sometimes people come in and troll for energies. It could be someone in our life, or a commenter, or even some old sabotaging thoughts from the mind that are lurking around.”

          absolutely right. I’ve got nothing to add to your wisdom really. I wish you an amazing day and I’m looking forward to your next article already. ❤

        • Maria,
          Everything Kat said from me too. I love you dearly and totally feel the same as what you have said here. And you are fucking awesome too!!! Love right back to you my dear fellow pioneer 💙💙💙

          • Maria
            Somehow when I got here a certain comment and your response to it was not here when I got here and subsequently commented above. Now that I’ve seen it, I am beyond impressed with and supportive of your response. I stand with you 100%. As Kat said I have nothing to add to what you have expressed other than just how much I respect and love you for protecting this space and all who share lovingly here with peace and respect for one another. Giant warm hug my dearest Maria.

          • Elila, yeah, you didnt see the comment because it was in my administration page and I just approved it a little while ago. It seems that the blog is getting more exposure and along with that there are inevitably some energy-stealing trolls that blow in and out. And I too love and respect you and the others here in this community who are sincere about their own enlightenment. I’m learning that part of our mastery is setting boundaries. When these energies come in and try to disrupt the safe space we have created, I sense we all work together to protect it. Love to you my dear friend.

          • Love you back Elila. I’m so happy I met, even if it’s “only” online ❤

    • Maria I think that “thankforyourmuse” is the same person as “Gaia Ascension forerunner”. Same type of expression and they both blabber about what’s coming next (we’ll see sooner or later any way so who fucking cares). Plus the manipulative manner in which they write is the same. I absolutely agree with your response to thankyourmuse. Her comment was disrespectful and condescending and instead of taking a long hard look at herself after being called out by you she blames it on you for allegedly musjudging her and getting it wrong. Sounds slightly sociopathic to me. And her attempt to play down our role in ascension is just out of order and a sign of a massive unbalanced ego. I’d rather block these negative and deluded energies out of here.

      • You know, Kat, I think you’re right. It does feel like the same type of trolling energy. And there was someone else in another thread that I had to ask to leave just a couple of days ago, with the same type of rhetoric. It feels like someone who enjoys disrupting the equanimity.

        Good call, about trying to blame someone else and not take any responsibility. Yeah, definitely not a balanced person. I guess we can get them everywhere even in the spiritual community

        I am wondering what to do with the comments. On the one hand it will show others that these types of commenters are disruptive and unwelcome. But I have no problem deleting them.

        And rest assured, I will not approve any such comments in future.

        • “I am wondering what to do with the comments. On the one hand it will show others that these types of commenters are disruptive and unwelcome. But I have no problem deleting them.”
          I wouldn’t delete them. it demonstrates quite well to other potential trolls what type of response awaits them if they try to talk shit lol.
          “I guess we can get them everywhere even in the spiritual community”

          I think especially in the spiritual community that attracts people who like to delude themselves to be more enlightened than others and are know-it-alls. one red flag for me is when someone is convinced to know sth about someone else’s journey more than the person on the journey themself. I fucking hate this type of intrusive and arrogant behaviour. Glad you blocked the troll on here.

          • Yeah, Kat, that was my thought too. And me, too, It’s tiring and frustrating to deal with these deadbeats. Now I will be vigilant in not approving these types of comments. And if the same offenders try again to comment, I will delete their comments. We don’t want to feed the trolls. That just encourages them. Hehehe.

      • Kat I’m so glad I “met” you too 😊💕. And I agree with you–as soon as I started reading that first comment it wasn’t so much the words as the immediate dissonance I felt reading it (that person has been here before and I had same feeling). And when I read the next two commenters it was the same and I right away thought either these three know each other or are the same person. It shook me a bit because that disruptive dissonance is rare here- we simply don’t operate that way towards each other. That energy seemed pretty obvious to me despite the words and I wondered if anyone else felt it, so this has all been kinda reassuring that my discernment is working lol.
        And Maria yes me too I feel like we all work/stand together protecting this space, and I have mixed feelings about you deleting them only because the idea of you taking those energetic hits on your own without us being able to stand with you bums me out & seems an unfair amount of poo for you, then again it also would be nice to just not see them here lol. I also agree wholeheartedly that engaging/feeding that vibe is not a good idea. Whatever feels right to you I support you. I think even with the increased exposure of this site that the general vibe here is so high that mostly it is protected and not penetrated by ick, but we all know how erratic energies can leave a little gap here and there. Glad it’s not very often. That’s why I no longer visit any other ascension sites–too erratic in what they attract.
        It’s weird because I have been thinking of passive aggressive behavior lately and it’s always been a concept I struggle with because I was raised SOOO steeped in it that it’s always been so normal to me I can’t always discern it, either my own or others– like a fish trying to discern water. But this experience seemed clear so perhaps I’m grokking better than I thought haha!
        Extra love all around our awesome circle!💞😊💞
        And thank you thank you thank you, Maria, for all the loving energy and wisdom you put into maintain this space for all of us. I am eternally appreciative.

        • Elila…it’s my deepest joy and pleasure to serve in this way. And what comes back to me is something I can’t even put into words.

          I am fascinated by this community, and the way it has developed over time. You can’t really put it into any type of category. It’s not a club, it’s not a membership type of group. Its doors are open to those who resonate with the energies. And each of us here is an independent and self contained, self fulfilled entity unto ourselves.

          And you’re right, because of this loving group of souls, this space is sacred and safe. And any energies that are disruptive are felt pretty quickly. Sometimes, though, the trolls can come in disguised initially as being benevolent, and so at least for me, I can’t always detect it right away.

          And as far as discussions here in the comments, I think we all welcome different perspectives, heaven knows we don’t need a bunch of butt kissers lol. And we get frustrated, sad, angry, even hopeless at times, and I hope we can share the lows and well as the highs with each other here.

          But toxic energies don’t serve any of us.

          And it’s so endearing to me, each and everyone here who energetically supports and loves themselves and one another. Amazing. Thank you Elila…💕💕💕💕

          • Me too Maria, I can’t always detect it right away. I mean I usually feel that pang but then as you said there is a disguise throwing me off. And it’s so rare here that I think oh I must be mistaken. But it looks like I’m usually right after all haha. And no of course it’s not a bunch of butt kissing sycophants here at all–we absolutely don’t agree with each other all the time or have the same experiences. But the way we express those differences or disagreements, our various points of view, is always respectful and kind, not aggressive or challenging. No one is forcing anything on anyone and the spirit of loving discussion reigns over the (outdated feeling) vibe of argument. And no one is made to feel stupid or ‘less advanced’ for voicing something different. We are all unique, and it doesn’t feel like any of us needs unanimous approval to feel OK, and we come here because our shared resonances and our unique experiences are met with respect and not aggression or manipulation. We don’t need to convince each other of anything, and most of all there is a distinct absence of competition, one-ups-manship, accusation, and anger. I think that may be what makes the trolls stand out is when those things are felt under the psueudo benevolence. The “I’m right and your wrong but whatever lol” vibe.
            The other clue for me is that whole belief system that there is some kind of war going on and ideas like battle and winning or attacks blahblah–i think that war mindset is kind of the opposite of the peace minset here. It’s my feeling that their “war” is within, and doesn’t vibe with the inner peace we have come to know here

          • My goodness, Elila…so well said…and yes, exactly, it is why the trolls stood out. Which inspired me to post the next article, “Don’t Feed The Trolls” and yes, I think it’s been hard to distinguish it as you say because we are not expecting it. It’s like we got blindsided. It can come in subtle and undetected or like gangbusters. And yep, exactly, it’s not about a battle outside ourselves. In my new post I mention the new age concept that there is still dark vs light.
            When I see where we are in terms of our soul growth, this group here in this community is to me the advanced guard. 💕

  12. “I’ll just leave this comment section with this: many lightworkers who just recently completed their ascension process, in the last year, are in deep denial about what is coming next for them. ”

    The really hard part of ascension has been over for several years now for me. And I don’t know what’s coming next for me, I don’t really think about it to be honest. Che sera. sera, whatever will be, will be 😉 I live day by day, in fact I live more in the now than ever before,

    “Bad news – No, ya all won’t be whisked away on some Eventful magic rescue carpet ride. No, you won’t be separated off from “3Ders”.

    Does anyone believe that ? 😀

    “And Kat, you can know whatever you choose to know. Would there be some reason you would not choose to know these things you say you don’t know? ”

    I reckon you are referring to my answer about the completed ascension process. Well I just couldn’t answer it by giving you an exact date, but yeah I know the tough part has been over for several years now. That doesn’t mean I’m not feeling the current energies, I sure do, but I definitely have crossed a threshold and I’ve been on the other side for a while.

    And yeah we all know things we choose to know. But I also think that our own journey, our own experience is something deeply personal and subjective despite having numerous overlaps with the journeys of other people who are on this path. That’s why I’m reluctant to generalize and say things that supposedly apply to other ascension helpers/pioneers. What I know for sure though is what I’ve been doing.

    “And 2nd wavers (completed in last year) are / will not be as depleted as the 1st wavers since all the 2nd wavers have done at this point is their own ascension process… not also assisted the planet and then held the 3D destructive forces at bay for years”

    I think if someone is working on transmuting their own stuck energies then they are automatically doing it for the whole planet. You can’t have one without the other.

  13. Awesome indeed… and don’t forget it will look good on our multidimensional resumes! Love, B.

  14. Thank you, Maria, and this Community…. We are Lights in shining armor, and now I know why I cried when I really listened to the birds sing. Love, B.

  15. I’m a thirty year traveller in this. Along the way, and before, I experienced my life fully. Great sex, great food, great travel, great kids, success in hobbies I caught myself up in etc However one by one I lost interest and felt I had done them all. Family and interests seem to move off on their own path – of find my way of looking at things grated with their views.
    I remember when the old Oneness book came out I really related to a metaphor… that it was loke attending a buffet and making many trips to it until you felt little excitement for the offerings. Thats me today too
    Everything has been stripped bare and I really dont feel their absence. The moments of connection within to the Divine along the way are what feel real and desired and not the 3D offerings.
    Thats not to say I dont enjoy a beautiful sunset when it comes, my old dog, my adult daughter/friend or the art exploring that fills my day. I make the most of whatever moment I am in. However they feel like time filling and not a ‘reason to stay’.
    I am not sitting here miserable or in pain but nor does it feel like Divine joy and love.
    I know I could be criticised for not being in physicality enough but it really isnt something that has felt right for me. I did a very grounded physical existence before, have faced endless clearings and commitment to the planet. However I feel more ‘been there, done that’’. ‘Home’ seems much more enticing- not as an escape but as a choice of where I would rathe be.
    I have no idea why I am still here except I wouldn’t be unless there is a higher commitment I dont as yet recall. If someone asked if I was ready to go and not return to Earth embodiments, there wouldnt be anything I am aware of consciousky to stop that.

    • Lyn, thank you for your honest response. I can certainly relate to it. There have been many times that I have said, I am done. Not from a place of anger, or giving up, but from a place of it just feels like I have finished what I came here to do.

      And then when I feel the hum of that part of me, my soul, in my body, life feels delicious in that moment. But those are not consistently there. It’s sporadic. Add to that the physical discomforts, and yeah, it can feel like, why am I still here? I have better things to do with my time and energies!

      So, instead of trying to figure it all out, like what’s going to happen, I kind of resigned myself, at least for now, to enjoying my life as much as possible. Sounds like that’s what you are doing too.

      A while back I confided in a friend that I was considering leaving the planet, and he thought I was talking suicide. But it’s not like that at all. It’s just a knowing that we are just passing through. In fact, it can be quite comforting knowing that this is just an experience and not our true reality.

      When you are not afraid of death, it’s easier to just enjoy this experience for what it is. Whether I stick it out, and go for the whole upgrade to a crystalline body, or I decide that I have had my full of experiencing spirit in my life and body and want to move on…I have to admit it’s been quite a ride.

      • Thanks for the understanding response. Others dont get our rather different way of being so nice to connect with someone who ‘gets’ it.
        I suspect there is no one right answer for all of us For what is the higher way for each. Surrender to the process, embrace what comes into the moment and trust seems to be the way to go for me anyway.

        • Yes, Lyn, a whole heaping lot of TRUST, for sure. And for me this feels like my last lifetime. And I’m sure for many others it feels like the end of a cycle of lifetimes, so this one is unique. It’s probably why we are sticking it out. 💕

    • I agree Lynn. There’s more to it than sitting around enjoying basic sensual things…. I really don’t believe the end goal and the summit of all this for millions of us, is that. The soul is happy to just enjoy whatever, but even ascended humans have needs beyond enjoying whatever physical thing comes into their experience. For instance: a community to be part of…..one that matches our new vibration. One we deserve. Sensual bliss, our souls being here within us can’t be ‘the end’ of the process when there’s so many people like yourself who know damn well thats not enough…..That as the ‘final outcome in 3d’ doesn’t match the enormity of what we’ve gone thru in this process. It just doesn’t make any sense. Also, consider young people who ascend. Why would source have a 24 year old reach this point if they will then spend the rest of their life sitting around in a bliss state? Even that would get boring after a while no matter how ‘in the moment’ you are. I love food and sunsets, sure. But that can’t be the reason I’m here for the next 70 years. We are Soul yes but we are also human, we need to create and to be with likeminded people and have a sense of community. even tho the soul brings sensual bliss….we still are human. and in my humble opinion, the New Earth is the only context in which people like us make any sense. Lastly: despite bliss and good coffee, why would millions of ascending masters reach this point all at once all over the planet while society is collapsing, while earth is having extraordinary natural disasters , while war and violence are increasing, while inequality is at an all time high…..did we come to sip hot drinks and feel great while the world burns? Idk it just doesn’t make sense to me. Why are there people here who, vibrationally speaking, should not be? Is the process only meant to strip us bare and lead us to a high frequency feeling state….and that’s it? It doesn’t add up on an intuitive and even purely logical level. These are the questions that come up often when I read her posts.

      • “I agree Lynn. There’s more to it than sitting around enjoying basic sensual things…. I really don’t believe the end goal and the summit of all this for millions of us, is that”

        She didn’t say that though, did she? She says enjoying sensual things is something that lights up our time here. After years, even decades of transmuting, processing, feeling worn down and shit and not being unable to feel joy, it is beautiful to finally enjoy a nice cup of coffe or good food or sex.

        ” For instance: a community to be part of…..one that matches our new vibration. ”

        I don’t need a community, at least not in real life, where I feel part of something. I’ve always been more of a loner. Sharing myself here is enough, although I would love to meet some of the people on here. So yeah, that might be something that you desire, but you are not speaking for all of us.

        ” Sensual bliss, our souls being here within us can’t be ‘the end’ of the process when there’s so many people like yourself who know damn well thats not enough…..That as the ‘final outcome in 3d’ doesn’t match the enormity of what we’ve gone thru in this process. Also, consider young people who ascend. Why would source have a 24 year old reach this point if they will then spend the rest of their life sitting around in a bliss state? Even that would get boring after a while no matter how ‘in the moment’ you are. ”

        I think having our soul in our bodies doesn’t mean we are in a state of bliss 24/7, doing fuck all but sitting on floor, cross legged and grinning. We’d still be creating, working, letting our soul express herself. I don’t know why you are equaling this with boredom. It doesn’t sound like boredom to me at, all.

        “We are Soul yes but we are also human, we need to create”

        Yeah, but creation WITH our souls in our body will be so much more satisfying and authentic and healing and profound, although I believe that true creativity always involves the soul anyway.

        “. Lastly: despite bliss and good coffee, why would millions of ascending masters reach this point all at once all over the planet while society is collapsing, while earth is having extraordinary natural disasters , while war and violence are increasing, while inequality is at an all time high…..did we come to sip hot drinks and feel great while the world burns?”

        First of all, the world has never been without wars or natural disasters or inequality, It actually is getting better, even though it doesn’t look that way. Yes there is things like pollution that are getting out of hand, but overall we are treating each other better than we did let’s say in medieval times.
        And no, sipping coffee while “watching the world” burn is not the point. I’m quite astounded that you actually come up with something like that. I have been in this thing since I was 21 (I’m 37), transmutting, processing, feeling panicky, facing my fears all day and night, being reborn and feeling like absolute shit for most of the fucking time. And to this day I have days where just being on this planet just wears me down. So yeah, feeling great would be great for a change. And what are Ascension pioneers supposed to do? Cry with the world? Haven’t they done already a lot by transmutting all this crap and raising the vibration? I certainly think so.

        “Why are there people here who, vibrationally speaking, should not be? Is the process only meant to strip us bare and lead us to a high frequency feeling state….and that’s it?”

        Why wouldn’t they be here? And to your last question. That’s not what Maria or anyone else said. I gave you my take on it above when I was talking about living with our soul in our body and how I think that’ll turn out.

  16. Just to be very clear that my earlier comment was about the post, I stand with you, Maria!!! 🙂

    • Oh, absolutely, Letecia. I saw that. And it can be confusing in the thread of comments sometimes of who is responding to who. But I understood yours to be to the post. And I usually respond to each person in turn, but boy, this post in particular brought in some crazy energies, and things got a little confusing, but it seems to have calmed down. 💕

      • I felted the crazy energies and I completly understand you. 💜💜💜😘

        • ha ha .. i felted them too.. i was back in 2013 all cozy content and happy then wham, i was literally pulled into this huge energy field current convo and started feeling nervous and worried OMG! did i miss the boat where am i in the process 1 st , 2nd, forerunner, major laggard?!! do i know my soul am i embodyied. one of the 144, or whatever thousand.. crap not this again.. been there before , still dont like it… im terribly empathic.. perhaps still vulnerable? very important what i let in!! . sshh flow kitty says.. feel… now … move along.. ha ha .. damn! some of these energies just do not resonate to my field, but they sure do try to pull me in… Thank Self for feeling.. oh im so gratefull to learn feeling.. and thanks to the energies for if i like one saying a whole lot its asiamthatiamnotthatiam

          • “very important what i let in!!”

            That’s what I learned with the interaction with the troll, too. If it makes us feel confused then we shouldn’t pay any more attention to what is said. I’m very empathic as well.

  17. I love what you are saying it is really, simply, just what it is, without anything sugar coated, or having to have an accentuated meaning of what its all i about. Being in the moment, embracing it and enjoying the delicious offerngs that are in between all the other stuff

    • Thank you Nadiene….so true. It is so simple and that’s where many people get stuck…the brain, the mind wants it to be complex. And yes, all the mechanisms of it perhaps are, when you look at life, nature, the human body..all very complex systems, yet the consciousness we are moving into, the soul, is very simple. It just wants to enjoy its own creations. To savor the physical reality. To experience its own joy, and it’s in love with its human partner. 🤗💕💕💕

  18. Hey Maria!
    I’ve been reading and resonating with your posts for months now! I especially love reading something that I go, “holy shit, someone’s speaking my language AND so synchronous with my life!” 😜

    I just wanted to enter this convo, as it was weirdy weird..
    That post from Gaia Ascension Forerunner…As soon as I started reading it, my whole energy shifted.. And it felt VERY familiar!

    And I thought, hang on a minute, is this the same person I’ve come across THIS week, reading a blog with no name, about forerunners and the like? It was!

    Although her stuff has some interesting insights, reading them gave me the same uncomfortable feeling.. She feels ANGRY and RESENTFUL and is throwing it all over the show!

    And perfectly neutralized by you 😁

    Anyways,I’m glad I’ve finally popped my head in to say hello!

    “You’re still here”, to write posts for others to resonate with, that gives themselves permission to trust their experience. Invaluable

    Rock on beautiful lady 😊

    • Jax…first, I’m so glad you are enjoying this blog, and resonate with the writings. And isn’t it so interesting how we can sense energies and evaluate them according to how they make us feel? Someone can be saying or writing words, ideas, even ones that are insightful, but the bottom line is….how does it make you feel? Is it uplifting? Because that’s everything, isn’t it?

      How we feel creates our reality. So if it feels anything less than joy, it’s not our truth. Period. Pretty simple. And honestly I haven’t gotten very many of the traffic trolls here over the past eight years, but it seems the blog has become more visible and there is more traffic but not all of it is welcome.

      Through this experience I now trust my feelings more and will not approve those comments for publication.

      Very disruptive energies…it’s what trolls enjoy most…they feed off of disrupting and provoking. Anyway, thanks for weighing in and it’s nice having you in the community. 💕💕💕

  19. Hi Maria. Your song made me think of a Chinese nightingale.
    Even though I don’t know what it looks or sounds like. I wonder what the birds are saying…
    Have a nice weekend.
    😘👋🏻

    • Phoenix…it is a beautiful, even a haunting sound….I put an echo effect on the audio so it has more depth….good question, what are they saying? Maybe just, “Hey, enjoy yourself!. There’s always something to sing about” 💕

  20. Yes! Trusting feelings!
    When I first came across their blog, I couldn’t understand at first what was feeling so weird. Like it’s almost such a normal thing to do, to feel weird and ignore it..
    But it hit me in the face when I could FEEL their tone in your blog and could tell who it was right away.. then realised, this ain’t right!

    It was perfect timing for them to make an appearance, look what’s happened from it! So, cheers GAF! 😋

    • Right, Jax, like feeling weird and ignoring it is a normal thing to do. Excellent insight. And Perfect timing, indeed, for this to come in. All playing their role. All roads lead to enlightenment. 💕💕💕

      • “Right, Jax, like feeling weird and ignoring it is a normal thing to do. Excellent insight.”

        I concur. You are so right Jax, we do tend to ignore the weird feelings. Thank you for pointing that out.

  21. Wow! As I scroll down to make a comment. This one seemed to resonate. Lots o comments. I have not read them yet.

    Just wanted to say, Damn, woman, sistar goddess! You said it very well…..oh my gosh. WHY am I here? Why am I not here?

    OH YES!

    thanks for stating it so well.

    I love ME and I love us all!

  22. I’ve actually come to realise today that I feel these weird feelings a LOT, and I usually ignore them!

    My body, the barometer for my soul, IS and ALWAYS has been sending me messages. Yet the ego promptly jumps in, then it’s too darn loud to notice!

    This is what I saw/felt in my mind’s eye..
    Like being at a party with loud people, loud music, a cacophony of noise, awkward drama – ego mind. And the sweet Jester – Soul, in the corner is trying to talk to me, over the noise, trying to share some wisdom on the crowd before me.

    I can only barely hear him, but I can tell his words sound sweet, FEELS sweet, but it’s just too loud to know what he’s saying.

    I decide it’s too hard, so I smile, pretend I heard, say thank you, and walk directly into the crowd of warning.

    Why didn’t I go into a different room, (get quiet/write) so that I could hear him?! I could FEEL he was genuine, he deserved my attention! But I ignored him, and did what I usually do. Resulting in what I’ve always got.

    Heh Heh! This FEELS good!! 😋😁

    Thanks for giving me a space to share x

    • Wow, Jax, what a wonderful way to express the soul and the human relationship. It takes time to trust our soul’s voice, Thank you for sharing 🤗💕💕💕

    • Wow jax what a gorgeous analogy–i love the way you expressed this! I think we have all been at least somewhat conditioned to not hear soul right off, to discount or second guess. Those of us who are now trying to listen are obviously a small minority! And it will take a little time for us to sort of re-calibrate to trusting and listening. So we all got a great interactive demo here, eh? Kinda cool from that perspective!
      Also what Kat said above about confusion being a good tip off–i like that–hadnt thought of that! Time to rely more on the FEELINGS and not so much the minds attempts at rationalizing. And I agree with what Maria said above–we are part of the advanced guard 😊💙.

  23. con– fused is the perfect word to describe what occurrs when differring fields of energy face each other for reflection.. reading certain legal documents is a good example for me.. (runs away, far away) 😫

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