Traditionally spirituality and sensuality were polar opposites. Spiritual practices for the most part didn’t involve the sensual nature of the physical body, and of life itself. In fact, the body was seen as impure, as base, and as something that just got in the way of being spiritual. It was seen as something to ‘transcend’. It seemed higher spiritual ideals did not include enjoying a sensual lifestyle! Of savoring life through all the physical senses.
Sometimes we are so physically and emotionally ‘shell-shocked’ from this integration process that we can’t see the beauty of this embodied enlightenment.
How we are literally creating a new reality, right here within an old, dualistic one. And this new realty never existed before – in which opposites come together. The human and the eternal self. We are still surrounded by a very dense, and often harsh 3D reality but we are becoming less and less subject to its influences, even to its physics. Yes, we are beginning to defy physics itself! Continue reading
I’ve been binge-watching an old t.v. series on Netflix called, Psych which is funny, light and entertaining. But typically there is so much action and pursuit of something or someone, and so little of stopping and smelling the roses along the way.
But doing that would require being open. And that openness makes many people feel so vulnerable. It’s the feminine energies of receiving, of feeling and sensuality. And this openness is at the very heart of our ascension process. Most of us have been shut down because of our history of being so hurt, emotionally and physically, when we allowed ourselves to be open to love. And not just in this lifetime, but it’s a galactic story. And so now that we are required to open up to spirit, to our own divine self, to open our hearts and our bodies, we are still reluctant.
I know for myself, I have been shut down to a degree, not trusting that love…since the love I had experienced has been conditional for the most part. I experienced a couple of traumatic events which helped to initiate a deeper connection with my soul, because I found myself up against the wall with really no other place to go. But up to that point, I said, no, thanks, spirit, I’m just fine here…I can take care of myself. I’ve done it this long. No, It’s not the most fulfilling experience but at least I’m not at risk of being abandoned or worse!
Why would we want to risk an unrequited love, when our history speaks for itself in that department? Or if we did allow that love from someone, we paid a pretty hefty price for it. Continue reading
As I sit here at a cafe sipping my Gold Coast, I notice an elderly man in a wheelchair, on his own too. I feel a deep honor and compassion for him. For the road he is traveling can’t be an easy one.
So there is also that part of me, as a woman, that feels compelled to talk to him, make him feel cared for and loved. But now I am becoming more aware that those feelings, as powerful as they are, as much as it feels like it’s in my DNA, those ARE NOT MINE!
I am becoming more and more aware that there is also another part of me that doesn’t need to nurture. It is not my job to nurture the male because he may or may not feel lost or abandoned by the feminine.
At this point doing so just thwarts my light body and ascension process. Continue reading