Can you have the deepest compassion for that human who is having trouble with this transformation? Who is scared, who is still not so sure of anything. The human who wants to stay close to home. The human who wants change, but is afraid of it. What if things don’t work out? What if it is all alone because that human has let go of so much, of so many people, of so many energies? Continue reading
Sometimes we are so physically and emotionally ‘shell-shocked’ from this integration process that we can’t see the beauty of this embodied enlightenment.
How we are literally creating a new reality, right here within an old, dualistic one. And this new realty never existed before – in which opposites come together. The human and the eternal self. We are still surrounded by a very dense, and often harsh 3D reality but we are becoming less and less subject to its influences, even to its physics. Yes, we are beginning to defy physics itself! Continue reading
Most of us carry within our solar plexus a wounded child. As little children most of us were not given the type of love we were looking for, that unconditional love. We realized at a very early age that we could not be ourselves but had to conform to what was expected of us in order to be received by our guardians, our family, and our community. As a result we have been carrying around some very deep wounds. Continue reading
I’ve been binge-watching an old t.v. series on Netflix called, Psych which is funny, light and entertaining. But typically there is so much action and pursuit of something or someone, and so little of stopping and smelling the roses along the way.
But doing that would require being open. And that openness makes many people feel so vulnerable. It’s the feminine energies of receiving, of feeling and sensuality. And this openness is at the very heart of our ascension process. Most of us have been shut down because of our history of being so hurt, emotionally and physically, when we allowed ourselves to be open to love. And not just in this lifetime, but it’s a galactic story. And so now that we are required to open up to spirit, to our own divine self, to open our hearts and our bodies, we are still reluctant.
I know for myself, I have been shut down to a degree, not trusting that love…since the love I had experienced has been conditional for the most part. I experienced a couple of traumatic events which helped to initiate a deeper connection with my soul, because I found myself up against the wall with really no other place to go. But up to that point, I said, no, thanks, spirit, I’m just fine here…I can take care of myself. I’ve done it this long. No, It’s not the most fulfilling experience but at least I’m not at risk of being abandoned or worse!
Why would we want to risk an unrequited love, when our history speaks for itself in that department? Or if we did allow that love from someone, we paid a pretty hefty price for it. Continue reading