Once upon a time there was a CEO of a large company. His name was Bob. The company was handed down to him by his father, and his father’s father because this company was in the family for generations. Bob took a great deal of pride in running his company. He loved so many aspects of being in charge of so many people, so many departments, and so much enterprise. He worked very hard to maintain his position because, just as his father and grandfather and great-grandfather passed on to their beneficiaries the physical business, they also passed on their ideology of working hard, being competitive, not trusting easily, and not taking anything for granted.Continue reading “The CEO”→
Recently I was shocked to lose a beloved T.V. character… Not the actor, but the character he played in a T.V. Drama that I was following devotedly on Amazon Prime. (I don’t own a television.) He was killed off unexpectedly in the script. This has happened several times, in various t.v. dramas, and each time, I am just as shaken. It makes me realize how invested I get in some of these shows, and in the characters, even if they are written as having questionable integrity. Often the producers will ‘kill them off’ because the actors have chosen to move on to new projects.
This time I was hit hard. I had a good cry.
So I had to ask myself, what’s going on here? Why was this tugging so strongly at my heartstrings? And then it became apparent that I was not allowing myself to fully grieve my own ‘death.’ What feels like the death of my old self. I, too am moving on to new projects, to a new life, and saying goodbye to my old ‘story’ was pulling on my heartstrings. Continue reading “The Game”→
Don’t make anyone else responsible for how you feel, or for holding you back. Don’t put that burden on them. Whether it’s your spouse, your job, your family, or humanity. That story’s time is over. It’s time to be your divine self. It’s time to stop pretending that you don’t know how. It’s time to take real steps. To walk your talk.
It’s time to stop tip-toeing around your divinity. That doesn’t mean to stop being your human self. But it does mean stop using that self as an excuse. That you are too scared. Or too ‘broken.’ You are not broken. You are magnificent. You are spectacular. You are beautiful. You are sensuous. you are safe to be sensuous. You are safe to be magnificent. You are safe to be beautiful. Why? because you are not of this world anymore. You are not. You are becoming more of who you are. That is, a being of light, who is expressing through a physical body.
It’s time to consider how you have been playing the role of the victim. It’s time to honor that role, but to set it free. It’s no longer serving you, especially as a woman. It’s time, as a woman to own your divine masculine and divine feminine. It’s time, as a man, to own your divine feminine and divine masculine. It’s time to let go of your story that had you separate from your god-self. It’s no longer a virtue to suffer and to sacrifice for love. It’s no longer necessary to put anyone else first. You are first. It’s time to be bold, and to choose to be first, to love you first, to give to you first, regardless of what the rest of humanity has to say about that.
It’s time to dismiss anything that humanity has to say about giving being better than receiving, about the necessity of compromise, of putting aside the needs of the few for the needs of the many. It’s time to express your sensuality, to express your soul’s fire, that fire that comes not just from your heart, but from you belly, and from your pelvis. It’s time to allow yourself to feel safe in doing so. To stop pulling back your light, and your sensuality, in fear that you will be misunderstood, especially as a woman. Aren’t you tired of holding back?
Aren’t you tired of putting up with a body that feels worn down? Don’t you want to declare your freedom from all the restrictions? This is your time. This is your lifetime. You set this in motion. You were the brave one who said you would change the course of the consciousness on this planet. You have been such a blessing. Such a radiance. You feel it, don’t you? You feel that fire. you know you have it, even if it feels mostly like a spark. Others feel the shift in energy when you walk into a room. Your neighbors feel it, and your community feels it. Some do not like so much light.
It’s time to honor your human self, your personality, for its journey. It’s time to love that human self for everything it’s been through and for just being here. You know how to do that. You are an old soul. This is not really new for you. But it is new to stay here, on the planet after you integrate your divine self into your physical body. You have opened so many doors. Walked so many miles. But now it’s time to rest your feet. Let your self enjoy the freedom that you said you would do anything for.
Enjoy my song, JUNE BUGS, while reading the post. Listening to the music helps to ground the message.
During this amazing transformational process we experience all kinds of emotions, from joy to hopelessness and everything in between. We all know how difficult this can be on our bodies, minds and hearts. It often challenges us to our core.
It’s imperative to give voice to these emotions. A powerful tool for feeling, expressing and releasing these emotions is by journalling. Writing down what you are feeling, what you are experiencing without judgment or censor. You need not share this journal with anyone.
I find that when I do this, it helps transform the heavier feelings into more joyful ones, and then the writing takes a turn and thoughts and feelings come out that I didn’t even know were there. Writing without censorship, just for you, is a powerful tool of transformation and ascension acceleration.
Instead of writing, you can express through drawing, painting or singing, dancing….any of a numbers of forms. The goal here isn’t to be perfect at it, but to just allow yourself the freedom of feeling and expressing your innermost emotions. They may result in a finished product you want to share, but do the expressing for YOURSELF.
You may think you have nothing to express, but rest assured, once you put pen to paper, and just begin writing, you will be amazed at what comes out. And you will most likely begin channeling your spirit in the process. You will be amazed by the depth of your wisdom and spiritual knowledge. You will be pulling things seemingly out of nowhere, but they are coming from your soul.
Many of you are already doing this and can attest to the power of this process. The writing is a grounding process. As is the drawing and painting. The trick is to not get intellectual with it. Stay in the heart as much as possible.
Then, when you feel satisfied with getting those feelings out, take some time to write what your heart truly desires. Anything and everything is o.k. pretend you are a little girl or boy and you are writing to Santa Clause, or to your fairy godmother. Write it all down. Everything you want, physically, and emotionally…..nothing is excluded. Again , don’t judge your desires. Don’t see them as too big or as inappropriate.
Or begin writing the next chapter in your life. Put it in present tense. What kind of a lifestyle do you have? Where do you live? Is it a big house in the country, or a beautiful flat in the city? How does it FEEL to be in that place? Are you travelling? Stay with feelings and not just the visual.
Your imagination is your canvas, and as you write you may be surprised as to what comes forth. Often when we feel into our heart’s desires, fears will erupt. That’s part of the process. Allow the fears breathing room. Remember that the ascension is all about inviting spirit into our bodies and hearts and minds, and loving and accepting ourselves just as we are. We do not need to change one thing about ourselves to qualify for spirit’s love. So as you are writing down your desires, remember that whatever you desire your soul is capable of manifesting for you. But there is nothing you need to do to earn those desires except to trust that because you exist you are worthy. And you are far enough along in your enlightenment to know you are not coming from an imbalanced place.
Eventually we recognize that everything we need is already there and we don’t even need to ask for those things or conditions, but for now, in this process, it’s important to use the creative tools available to us to move us into more joy. Have fun with your writing!