A good word to describe the experience of being here as the human and the eternal self is extrasensual. It’s experiencing this reality as an extremely sensual being, who has access to not only the human senses but the non-physical ones.
So many times we try to keep something away, whether it’s a thought, an emotion, or physical discomfort. We are told we should not allow feelings of fear, concern, disappointment, anger or hopelessness in. So we try to push them away. Or if we do feel them, we let them part way in, and then they get stuck.
Fear. It motivates people all of the time. Fear motivates them to work at jobs that bring them little joy. It motivates them to be in relationships in which they compromise their freedom, because the alternative is to be alone. They compromise their joy and freedom daily for a modicum of security. Fear motivates people to seek medical attention, get the next surgery, because they fear the body can’t rebalance itself. Some say people die of fear, not diseases.