I’ve been binge-watching an old t.v. series on Netflix called, Psych which is funny, light and entertaining. But typically there is so much action and pursuit of something or someone, and so little of stopping and smelling the roses along the way.
But doing that would require being open. And that openness makes many people feel so vulnerable. It’s the feminine energies of receiving, of feeling and sensuality. And this openness is at the very heart of our ascension process. Most of us have been shut down because of our history of being so hurt, emotionally and physically, when we allowed ourselves to be open to love. And not just in this lifetime, but it’s a galactic story. And so now that we are required to open up to spirit, to our own divine self, to open our hearts and our bodies, we are still reluctant.
I know for myself, I have been shut down to a degree, not trusting that love…since the love I had experienced has been conditional for the most part. I experienced a couple of traumatic events which helped to initiate a deeper connection with my soul, because I found myself up against the wall with really no other place to go. But up to that point, I said, no, thanks, spirit, I’m just fine here…I can take care of myself. I’ve done it this long. No, It’s not the most fulfilling experience but at least I’m not at risk of being abandoned or worse!
Why would we want to risk an unrequited love, when our history speaks for itself in that department? Or if we did allow that love from someone, we paid a pretty hefty price for it. Continue reading