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Conversation With Your Soul

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Enjoy my song, Sea Spirits, from my album, Cosmic Blend, while reading the post.  Listening to the music helps to ground the message.

You don’t have to change a thing about yourself, or about your life to invite spirit into your body. You don’t have to resolve all your issues, your relationship issues, your health issues, or your financial issues, or even your self-worth issues.

Your life could be falling apart. You could be at the end of your proverbial rope. In fact, that’s actually the best time to stop, take a few deep breaths, and have a conversation with your soul. Treat your soul as you would a good friend, as a confidant. Share what you are feeling and going through with her. Don’t leave anything out. Tell her what your needs are on the physical, financial, emotional and relationship level. It’s of course best if you are in more of a calm space when you are sharing this. You have more access to your inner being, or your soul, when you’re feeling more relaxed. So set aside some time, where you can be alone, and find a way to just relax. Whether it is a warm bath a shower, listening to some music or having a cup of hot tea or glass of wine. It could be while you are taking a leisurely walk in nature.  It doesn’t matter, whatever gets you in that relaxed state. Then, tell your soul what your needs are. Because you have been battling your mind, who is trying it’s best to do the figuring out for you, but the mind simply can’t do it. It was not designed for that purpose. And yet we continue to listen to the advice of the mind as if it knows what it is talking about. So it is going to require depending on Spirit more and on the mind less. But it is possible to allow our spirit into our minds, bodies and our realities here on earth, and we don’t have to wait for any designated time of enlightenment or Ascension. We are qualified right now, just as we are, with all of our so-called problems, our physical, emotional, relationship, and financial issues.

Our soul is ready, willing and able to work with us with the new energies, these new crystalline energies, whenever we feel ready. And being ready doesn’t mean having resolved all our issues. All that is required is that we begin to accept ourselves just as we are right now. Seeing ourselves as worthy right now of this relationship.

We have processed, expressed, integrated, and while there is more to release, we don’t have to complete another cycle to begin to have a real relationship with our soul. It can be as intimate as we want it to be. We can enjoy the simple things in life with our soul right alongside us.  Our soul loves us completely and unconditionally and wants to experience life with us.

Struggle and Suffering

We still carry the notion of struggle and suffering within our energy field to a certain degree. In the past we suffered and struggled to find God. So in this Ascension process, we still believe, even if we are not a part of any organized religion, that we are not worthy yet and that we must struggle and suffer in order to have God in our life on an intimate level. We are still not yet convinced that there is a certain ease in the new energy. That all we need to do really is to command the energies to serve us. And then to step aside and allow this process which is totally natural.

That is okay, we are in the process of releasing centuries of old patterns and beliefs. Whenever we go deeper into self-love, things come up in our energy to be cleared. Those parts of us that feel unworthy and incomplete are still there and wanting our attention. It is why sometimes things seem to get worse instead of better. We think we are doing something wrong or not loving ourselves enough, but in actuality sometimes as we do open to self-love, we invite in our aspects that have been in shadow. I know for myself, I have been going through this process now for quite a while. I have been facing some very deep fears, some of which I have never felt in my entire life. At times they have overwhelmed me. I have felt so out of control but actually I was trying very hard to control things and that’s why I was in such pain. I am slowly releasing my mind as being the creator of my life, and I am tentatively and cautiously allowing my soul to work with these new energies on my behalf. I have to admit, this has been one of the most difficult times of my life, because I am facing some of my deepest fears. At one point it was so uncomfortable, that I truly felt I wanted to leave the Planet. Not that there’s anything wrong with wanting to leave, I’m sure we have all felt those feelings during this intense transformational process. I had to remind myself that these issues were not really personal, that they were universal issues that so many of us are going through right now, and we need not feel alone with them.

So when we are having that conversation with our soul, it is important to be clear about what we are feeling, and what our physical human needs are at this point. To take those needs seriously. Because our soul doesn’t truly understand what it’s like to be physical. It wants to share this physical experience with us, and wants to use all our physical senses to enjoy life here with us, but we will not be of much use to that dear soul of ours if our body is breaking down, and our finances are a mess, or if we are in unsatisfying relationships. So, if we are to move forward into the new energy, with our soul in these bodies, we need certain things. We need strong healthy bodies, we need to feel comfortable in our home, whether that home is in the country or by the ocean or in town. We need to have plenty of sacred space all our own. We need to have a good means of transportation, and some good friendships. Some of us may want a mate, but that is not necessarily a requirement. But it is nice to have others of like mind, to share with on an intimate level.

We have been through so much to get to where we are now. There is no reason whatsoever that we should not have the things that make our stay on this planet more comfortable. If you are suffering from a physical condition, whether it’s a disease, or a malady, it does not matter where it originated. You don’t have to try to figure it out from your mind as to why it’s there. All you need to do is ask your soul to clear that disease or imbalance for you, And to clear the underlying patterns and emotions that may have created it. Now in that process, there may be feelings that come up such as deep sadness or anger, and that is good. It’s to just feel the feelings and allow them breathing space, to let them come and go. Most of those illnesses and imbalances aren’t even ours to begin with, as I have discussed this in other posts, so I will not go into detail here.  But suffice it to say that it is time to be clear to ourselves and to our soul about what exactly we want and need. And of course over time, as we accept and love ourselves as we are, our needs and wants will be taken care of without even thinking about it. Some of us may already have this experience. Everyone is going through this process in their own time and way.

We deserve to have a joyful and fulfilling life for the remainder of our years here on the Planet. This transformation is not an easy process, and is not for the faint of heart. Those of us going through this are absolutely courageous, absolutely resilient, and maybe a little crazy. But the fact that we are still here, after what we have gone through, is an indication that we are ready to receive the love and support from our soul that we so deserve. There is still a lot of work to do in the new energy, and even though many of us may feel detached from mass consciousness, a little bored, and maybe even confused, we are stepping into a whole new energy, with new rules, a whole new operating system, and we are going to be creating our reality in a whole new way. We can’t drag the old tools into the new energy and expect them to work. Believe it or not one of the old tools was struggling and suffering. We used pain and suffering to motivate us to want a better life for ourselves. That is not necessary anymore. And even though we say we want it to be easy, that struggling and suffering energy still clings to us to a certain degree. If that were not the case, we would not have these issues and problems that seem to overwhelm us at times. But that is okay, as I said, this is a time of releasing old outmoded patterns that have been with us for a very long time. So even though we feel sometimes like we are at the end of our rope, we need to have more patience with our human self. Because that human self is really doing the best it can to keep up with these changes. So, I hope as you are reading these words you are embracing your human self, you are acknowledging its needs and wants, and you are also feeling into the expansiveness of your soul. This is an amazing time because we now get the opportunity to meld our human and our souls selves into this amazing new energy being.


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Ascension Update

The further along we are in this ascension process, often the worse our lives may feel.  Things seem to be falling apart physically, emotionally, financially, in relationships and jobs.

We scratch our heads and say, “I don’t get it.  What am I missing?  What’s the benefit of integrating my divine into my life if I’m left with nothing?  If my body is falling apart, my emotions are out of control, my mind is going crazy?  I don’t remember signing up for this!”

You say to yourself, or whoever will listen, “I see others around me, who know nothing about this ascension process, whose lives are getting better.  They seem to be healthy, and financially doing well.  Did I take a wrong road somewhere?

My body seems to be more sensitive than ever!  I’ve got these ailments that persist no matter what I do.  My mind just can figure it out!”

You may identify with some, or all of the above.  Whatever stage of this process you are in, you are probably experiencing some symptoms.  And the frustration that accompanies them.  Your friends or family probably don’t understand, even if they say they do.  They can’t, unless they have also given permission for this transformational process.  So this adds an element of feeling very alone.

So you get confused.  You don’t want to feel sorry for yourself, you know you are not a victim, but you can’t help but feel at the end of your rope from time to time.  What you may have forgotten is that even though you have been working on this process for lifetimes, this is THE lifetime you slated for your ascension.  Which means a hell of a lot of transformation needs to occur in your body of consciousness.

It takes an adventurous human to allow this process.  Not many want to undergo the massive inner and outer changes required.  Of things breaking down in their life, of losing things that they cherished.  Of facing the deepest and darkest of emotions, in order to clear them.  Of losing the things that gave them a sense of security, whether it was a job, a relationship, family, health, finances, and even the mental constructs called beliefs.  What they once believed no longer rings true for them anymore.  Who they thought they were seems to be dissolving.  The passions, the connections with others are going away!  Even their beliefs about being spiritual no longer apply.

So what started out as an exciting idea, this concept of enlightenment, isn’t exactly what we expected.  Or, put another way, its a lot more challenging than expected.

But the good news is, we are doing in a few short years in this lifetime, what took lifetimes to do.    We are rebirthing in these same bodies, and transforming them in the process.  It’s not that we don’t deserve joy, health, and financial abundance, but if we are to house our soul in these bodies, and into our life, we need to release anything that blocks the self-love.  And the result will be more joy, and our bodies, and our finances naturally come into balance.

OUR ASPECTS

Part of the awakening process is integrating our aspects.  Those aspects are parts of ourself from this and other lifetimes, that have separated from us.  Many of them are angry at us and want to create drama in our life.   They come in and accuse us of many things:  we are not good enough, smart enough, young enough, spiritual enough.  They feel angry, sad, confused, lost.  They make their presence known by how we feel.  They sense that something different is happening to us, and they come in close. They want to feel the love, and they want to come home.  Our job isn’t to try to analyze them or to figure out what life time or when they began. All we need to do is acknowledge those feelings, whether it is sadness, anger, anxiety, fear, boredom, or any other so-called ‘dark’ emotion,  and breathe in our soul to assist with integrating those aspects.  There should be no forcing or trying involved in this.  It’s just an allowing.

That’s the part many of us are still struggling with – the allowing of our soul-self to love us just as we are, and to infuse its presence into our bodies and our lives.  But if it is taking longer than desired then so be it.  This is a process after all.  If it could happen at the snap of a finger everyone would be ascending on the planet in an overnight fashion.

There are many in the new age community who contend that we are going into unity consciousness, and while that is true, we are required to be selfish enough to fall in love with ourselves, because unity consciousness can never manifest on this Planet if humans are running around, carrying old baggage that burdens them with old fears that tell them they are not good enough, or worthy enough to have a joyful life experience.  Each one of you is, or will be teaching others who are ready what you have learned on your way to ascension.  That information is more valuable than any amount of money or things.  Showing others by example how you are becoming an integrated human.

So as an aspect comes in and tries to tell you that you are not good enough on whatever level, you know the truth.  That you are love and you are spirit and you are also the darkness, you are all of it.  We were taught that being human is on the low-end of the totem pole, and spirit was way up there somewhere.  As we awaken, we realize that there is no totem pole.  There is simply a body of consciousness.  We come to understand that we exist in many dimensions at once.  That we are in the process of transmuting the denser energies.  That we are in the process of grounding the New Energy.  Learning to use the New Energy has its own challenges.  One is that it is easier and freer and we are not used to that.

Again, the biggest challenge to us on the ascension track is to allow this process.  To surrender to our soul.  To accept ourselves as we are.  And in that acceptance of it all…the seeming chaos of our lives, we begin to love ourselves into a joy-filled life experience.


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Return To Magic

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Enjoy my song, Forest Dancewhile reading the post.  The music helps ground the message.

This process of transformation from human to Divine human has taken its toll on us emotionally, mentally and physically.  We may be feeling worn out and discouraged.  Add to that the mundane, daily maintenance required of us just to be here in these bodies!  Having to maintain our home, our car, the lawn, maybe you have a mate, children, a pet that requires attention.  And, god forbid, a ‘job’.

All of that can literally extract the joy right out of us!  We hear about the joy that awaits us, in the higher dimension, yet it feels elusive.

Yet, it’s joy and playfulness that will bring us into the new energy and reunite us with our soul self.  It’s allowing ourselves to become that child again, where you believe everything is possible.  Picasso said that it took him a lifetime to paint like a child.  He had to go through the ‘serious’ training, embracing all the protocol, all the rules, before he decided to throw them all out!

And that is what we have been doing.  We went through the conventional ways of learning and strove to fit into a left brain world, untill we finally said, enough!  We sensed there was another way, a more joyful way, to create our reality.

Now, you can be playful even as you are creating a painting with dark colors, a brooding landscape.  Remember as a child you pretended you were a pirate, a ‘bad guy?’. Wasn’t it fun?  As a musician I have created some rather sad songs, that evoke tears.  But its all from a place of honoring our feelings and expressing them.

But, more and more we prefer the lighter feelings.  So the colors of our life canvas are becoming predominantly more pure and bright.

To be more playful requires us to be more in the moment.  It may look abnormal to other people.  It requires a kind of easiness and freedom.  So much happening to us now is pushing us to be in the now moment.  To be in our bodies.  Why is that?  Because that is where home is, at least for now.  For our Soul to reside within us, we need to be home. Not somewhere else.  Worry and anxiety are a mental energy that is focused on the past or the future.  And our soul is not interested in worry or anxiety.  Our Soul is whole and complete and just wants to savor life in a human body.  Our Soul, like a child, wants to experience the sensual nature of life on the planet.  Our Soul has the ability to create with ease.  Our Soul knows how to heal our body, and how to create wealth, if that is what we desire.  But our soul needs a physical vehicle that is present, that is grounded here, to do that.  It needs a trusting human.  A human who isn’t trying to do it all by themselves.

The lack of trust and anxiety may have its origin long ago, but it’s not necessary to try to figure it out.  All that is necessary is to invite in our Soul, into our bodies and our life, just as it is, and then all that stuff just clears up.  You begin to focus more and more on, how can I have FUN today?

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YOU HAVE TO BE SELFISH

If you want to feel your soul, and to rekindle passion and health and abundance, you have to be selfish.  (See my post, Get Selfish And Stay There). You have to show yourself that you are serious about your enlightenment, that is, serious enough to be playful.  You have to demonstrate to yourself that you are loving you on a daily basis.   That you deserve your hearts’ desires.

Take that walk in nature.  Sit by a big tree.  Feel its roots.  Feel yourself as that tree.  Strong, deeply rooted in the earth, able to withstand storms, wind, snow, rain, and always in the right season, yielding new leaves. You are now being nourished by the rain, soil, and sun of your Higher Self. You have been like the tree, going through your iterations.

Your leaves are about to sprout new leaves.  They have been dormant for a while, as you were in the winter of your soul.

Give yourself treats.  Don’t be stingy with yourself.  This is not the time to be holding back.  Give to yourself with the understanding that energy is LIMITLESS. This will be challenging for many lightworkers, who have been taught that Tis Better To Give Than To Receive..  They will feel guilty.  Shouldn’t they be out there healing the sick and saving the Planet?

And for those striving for that, how’s that working out? We have learned that we are of more benefit to our fellow man if we are in our own joy and balance.  It’s all about self-love now, and a love that runs deep.  A love that accepts all of you, physically, mentally, emotionally, accepts your past, your actions or inactions   it’s a love that also understands that you can’t love yourself easily from your human perspective.  So you invite in your Soul to balance the human love with unconditional love.  It’s not done from the mind.  It’s a trust and a surrender, and it’s initiating a playfulness that you may think you left in your childhood.

That magic, that playfulness is what will activate the long-lost love of you for you.

Maybe get a children’s book with playful images and saturate yourself with that energy, of magic and mystery.  Nature herself is a magical kingdom, and small children are seen talking to the fairies and those beings in the other realms.

Give yourself permission to sing, to dance, to draw or paint.  Just for yourself. For the fun of it.  You came here at this time to break free of all the old limitations of this world of form, of duality and polarity.  You played in that old world for eons, and now you say, enough!  Now you want to create with more ease and you want more joyful experiences.

And it begins with the everyday you, and you don’t have to wait.  You can start just where you are at.  Just allow that child-like innocence to come forth more and give that child within priority.  That child holds the key to the magic and to your connection to your Soul.


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Light, Dark and Purpose

If anyone tells you, even someone from the New Age, or Spiritual community, that enlightenment is all about the light, run!

If they tell you that you are here to fight the darkness, run…run fast!

If they tell you that you are here to save humanity, get out of there as quickly as you can!

If they tell you that God, all that is, is pure light – and is all-knowing, make yourself scarce!

If they tell you that you must be always kind and loving and patient, and that a spiritual person is always peaceful, because that’s how Jesus was, smile at them and say, “Take a hike!

An enlightened human accepts the darkness in themselves and in the world.  They are not afraid of all the so-called dark feelings (sadness, fear, anger, impatience, frustration, anxiety, self-doubt, self-hatred…and I’m sure you can add some of your own)…because they know it’s not who they are, so those emotions can come and go quickly and easily.  They honor all of their feelings, even the ones generated from the mind.

They know that the way to feeling joy isn’t by shoving down those emotions.  They already tried that to no avail.  It just made their lives more chaotic and painful.  Because they then kept drawing in experiences and relationships that would activate those repressed emotions.  They began to realize that those emotions and thoughts weren’t even theirs to begin with, but were inherited from their family and grandparents and great-grandparents, and some from mass consciousness.  What others didn’t acknowledge, they would take on and process – making them their own issues.  It’s something lightworkers have done for eons.

But it’s a brand new day!

No longer is it necessary to do that – to process for others.  Now it’s all about being sovereign, all about feeling the joy.  It’s all about allowing all those energies of sadness, of despair, of boredom, to come and go.  Knowing that there is something far grander to experience.

That simply being here is enough for now, without having to prove anything to yourself or anyone else, without having to work at your enlightenment.  Without having to have a ‘purpose’.  You can have desires, and things you want to create, yes.  But purpose is defined as “the reason something exists.”

That’s a hard one to let go of, but it’s what is causing so many awakening ones such battle.  They ask, “why do I not feel any purpose anymore?”  Then they think there is no passion.  “Without purpose, why do I exist?  Why am I here?  Without purpose, my life has no meaning!”

So they find themselves running around trying to latch onto some kind of purpose.  Or they try to reactivate an old passion, but it doesn’t work.  In the new energy, purpose has no foothold.

We are being stripped, by our own request, of everything that no longer serves us, and it’s actually the mind that clings to purpose, not the heart.  “But without purpose, won’t I be directionless?”  It will feel that way to your mind, yes.  But there is no real direction necessary now.  There is just a beautiful unfolding from the inside out, a melding of your divine with your human, an acceptance of all your aspects, even the dark ones.

And as painful as it sometimes is, it’s a joy, and it doesn’t need purpose to justify its existence.

Purpose is being replaced by Just for the joy of the experience.

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